tiq-ness

2010-03-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

WOW. This place is really dead.

Nobody's here anyway.

Flora Saturday.

2010-01-31T11:54:00.002+08:00

A picnic that made up the whole week. It is just good to have a well-deserved rest with the girlfriends, boyfriends and fiances. Twister, junk food, doughnuts and super-good homemade sushis were our spread for the day. Accompanied by stupid jokes and 10-cent games, which someone, unfortunately became the bahan. But everyone was really sporting and fun to be with. Well, I can't wait for February's end of month! :)

Also, Happy 21st to my one and only vampire, Yanty!

Happy Birthday vampire girl!

2010 starts.

2010-01-17T20:50:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah, congratulations to Nabila and Halil. Alhamdulillah their ceremony went smoothly. InsyaAllah, we girls will pray, semoga panjang umur dan selamat diijabkabulkan. Selamat bertunang my dear, Welcome to the club!!!! Haha.

Sunday has been great, i decided to sit down with dad, have some hot Earl's tea accompanied with yummy white choc raspberry cookies I got during my engagement. (I totally forgot that I got them because I was saving them. ) Relaxing and watching P.S I love you on my newly enrolled Star Movies. Life is indeed beautiful. And I should really prepare myself because the new week starts tommorrow. My first Interior Design task will be given. First day on Friday went good enough, but lets hope things will get better.

Life is beautiful, yes it is. Thank you Allah. Thank you Hilmi love.

And now, I can't wait for June! Haaaaa! I love it!

It's called good riddance.

2010-01-08T01:39:00.004+08:00

Because I think it is time, I throw away all distractions.

Because, some things are just better ignored.

Because I have new priorities now.

Because I shall be a good person.

Because Syaiful Hilmi Bin Sueb,

There is no other human being I love more than I love you.

You're my everything.

And I shall make it work.

the woodlanders.

2010-01-02T10:47:00.002+08:00

The girls that were there, then weren't there, and there all over again. Very much cherished high school girlfriends that I went through thick and thin with. Thosai, Bowling, Sheesha and Teh-tarik makes our perfect reunion.

resolution.

2010-01-02T09:41:00.002+08:00

To be a better person.

& to achieve that, there are alot of things that needs to be done, alot of people to satisfy, and alot more difficulties to conquer.

Soccer Sunday

2010-01-02T08:58:00.009+08:00

It was my family's soccer sunday at The Cage. Fun and tiring day. All of us came down with food, smiles and the energy to kick off beautiful Sunday. Clad in soccer attires, even the babies are on with their jerseys. Surprisingly, my uncles are not that bad at soccer. Even though they get tired fast, they are really really KASAR. Dasar geragas, as my cousin called it. The ladies got a chance as well. Cousins VS Makciks, and of course, we won. And to end the superb soccer day, it was sabo time for Fahimah and Jazil(dude,finally,aku dapat heret kau keluar and tuang susu kat muka kau. puasssss hatiiii!) Afterwhich, head to east coast for the yummy honey chicken wings to restore all that energy right back in!!!

Life is beautiful.

Whatcha say.

2009-12-26T19:00:00.001+08:00

THIS DANCE ROUTINE IS WAY HIGHER THAN AWESOME.
Was watching it with lil sis' and the both of us felt like standing up and dance.But of course, we aren't much of a dancer, so we just grooved to the beat. :)

of what is worth.

2009-12-15T23:41:00.001+08:00

because sometimes,

you two are the other versions of me.

A birthday to remember.

2009-12-13T21:32:00.003+08:00

Firstly, apologies to all my dear friends who aren't aware of this thing going on, it was not my intention to not let you know, but it was just a small affair that only my family attended. I am sure, soon enough most of you will know why I just said that.

It was a birthday to remember. A 20th so special, I can never ask for more.
Thank you all, for all your birthday wishes and blessings.
All those SMS that keep coming! The facebook wall posts! The emails! And phonecalls from some of you. Thank you for all the sincere wishes on my 20th birthday. I love ya'll to bits!!!

Thank you, Syaiful Hilmi and family, especially.
Till later, there will be a picture flooooodddddddddddddd!

with love.

2009-12-12T03:25:00.003+08:00

Marina Barrage with love was so so so fun and memorable. We were driving there and I full-blasted the car with Hindi songs and he joined in and dance along with me, which is definitely a surprise! Then we became this crazy boy and girl, dancing and me shouting the lyrics of the hindi songs . We brought a mat to actually sit down and look at the stars but the place was rather empty and it would be weird to be the only ones sitting on the grass, so we sat on some bench provided.

The night was beautiful, the atmosphere filled with happy people playing kites and laughing with their own loved ones. Love and me then had a long long heartfelt talk.It was really sweet because conversations like these seldom happen and it makes us closer. And i appreciate that.

It was a chatty and lovely day. And I wouldn't have asked for anything more.
This boy is my one and only.
Okay... Now... Awwwwwwwwwwww!

Ryyan's Second.

2009-11-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

R.I.P my dear friend.

It has been 2 years, and you're still deeply missed.

Smile Smile Smile, Ryyan Spenser.

black black sunday.

2009-11-29T17:37:00.003+08:00

and once again, someone successfully disappoint me.

and to you, who might think im talking about you,

this time, i am not.

when was the last time i pump happy thoughts into this blog of mine?

it makes me want January to come faster.

Min, Fiq, Naddy, remember our KL trip.

oh! and i sure know Nadiah As'ari is mising me like crazy.

Big Night Out with MUSE.

2009-11-21T09:33:00.002+08:00

MUSE is coming to Singapore.
February next year.
And I am thinking, I am going.
Finally, now that I can afford my own tickets, Im going.

Anyone joining?

i think its secondary school-ish.

2009-11-11T02:21:00.005+08:00

if calling you almost ten times a day makes you feel suffocated, then i should stop.
i can't complain, and i can't call freely, what else can't i do?
i was fighting all urges to pick up my phone and started texting when i received that beep and it was from you. so who is being clingy right here? i guess, im still the clingy one.

i really need to find that strong girl i used to be, before any man existed in my life.
that girl,who doesn't turn back when people gives shit on her.
that girl, who can ignore everything when she want to.
&& that girl, who isn't this weak, putting everything she have on the person she call the love of her life.

note,the love of her life.
i got to put it back together.

because for you, im here.

2009-11-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

It's getting harder and harder.

flick.

2009-10-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

I'm addicted to True Blood.

Malam Hello-Win.

2009-10-26T23:26:00.004+08:00

I had a Halowoooooooooeeeeeeeeeeeen-ed night indeed with these few super fun people. I think Marina Barrage is really beautiful and its kinda the perfect place to chill and talk crap with my friends. The people and hantu hantu I met are surprisingly good. I just had pure fun with my sayang naddy and her sayang and some other sayangs.

&& Of course. Yes, karaoke next. :)

Raya no more.

2009-10-13T00:38:00.003+08:00

I am so disappointed that not one, not two, but three, THREE of my Raya outings with my friends have been cancelled.

Primary School mates: CANCELLED!

Secondary School Girls: TAK MENJADI!

Poly mates: CANCELLED!

Tell me tell me! What is this?!

Haish, all this makes me look forward to this Saturday, will be joining Hilmi and his friends. PLUS, baby Firas will be tagging along. I can't wait!

anyways, dear, the mee kuah and mutton chop date tonight was awesome.

bukan.

2009-10-03T16:19:00.002+08:00

I wanted to post about all the happy happy things things that have been going on in my tiny life. But.

YEAH BUT.

hanya satu.

2009-09-23T21:36:00.003+08:00

Salam lebaran to all you loves,from me, the scrunched-up face.

we don't even say enough I love yous anymore.

and don't talk the way we used to.

and after all this time I know,

sometimes you've felt like letting go.

Cause when we are all alone,

one of us is somewhere else.

and it scares me.

bag of butterflies.

2009-09-09T02:26:00.005+08:00

My new purchased IKEA lamp looks so much like a pocong that it scares the shit out of me when dad decided to put a fake wig of long black hair on it. But, its still pretty with lights on. ahaha! Im pleasantly surprised that this year, my family started Idulfitri preparations earlier than expected. Its good since I wouldnt want to go through all those hassle again, getting my baju raya at malam raya itself and all. Ugh, bad bad experience. So, kite rilek rilek, pelan pelan. This year raye pasti bayeeeekkk punyyyeee! So excited! Even though I wont be receiving zakat anymore. :P One another note, it was one of my collegues last day and again, the ladies never stop taking pictures.

And this baby have grown so much now. Fierce~

And still, I am missing this one little boy closest to my heart.

I think I should go to sleep or I will be dozing of at work. Again.

feel it.

2009-09-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

tired.

uh oh uh oh.

2009-08-28T01:07:00.002+08:00

Secret Recipe to welcome Ramadhan.

Lunch with the crazy collegues was enlightening.

With endless laughters and jokes,

the four of us had a full tummy and a happy day.

inside joke: Psst Psssst. Waiterrr~~~

Up up up!

2009-08-23T13:53:00.003+08:00

My first 3D movie was great minus the dizzy experience after that. I think I prefer the normal movie rather than 3D just because I dont like it that I wont be able to talk or look at my friends freely during the movie. Hah! And Cincin, WOW.

yasmin.

2009-08-15T12:55:00.001+08:00

& to yasmin idham. Happy Birthday. And have a blessed life ahead.
Everything happens for a reason.
And Im sure, what you have chosen is the best for yourself and your family.
Really, all the best for your life ahead.

the friends for more than a decade.

2009-08-15T12:19:00.002+08:00

Watched a midnight show of The Proposal with the MPS mates. And the show was hilarious, sweet and sad at the same time. And at one point of time, I really criied. And Wak was like " Atiqah,..aww, jgn nangis lah siol". He laughed at me because I was too emotional watching the movie.

But the thing is, I am not even crying because of the movie. Heh.

TAYLOR LAUTNER BEING YUMMY.

2009-08-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOD.
OH MY GOD.
HOW CAN JACOB BLACK BE SO SEXY AND PERFECT.
I REPEAT, SEXY AND PERFECT.
AT NIGHT, I DREAM OF JACOB BLACK.
SORRY HILMI.

TEAM EDWARD MOVE BACK!
TEAM JACOB, ITS OUR TURN!

NEW MOON WILL BE OUT IN DECEMBER!!!!

Our virgin ride in Naddy's Kelisa.

2009-08-10T21:51:00.003+08:00

Yeyyy sayang.
now i dont have to rush for last train awak.
lol. we should all have a girls night out. :P
and i owe u a car air freshener!
woooo!

Chasing the blues on a Monday.

2009-08-02T09:55:00.002+08:00

Bowling with the new colleagues to pump start the week.

Im a sucker in bowling, so I just played along.

But still had fun laughing at myself, others who also can't play (coughs! ehem! ain!)

And, enjoyed myself,in my oh-so-fashionable Michael Jackson shoes.

In loving memory gitukk kan.

Told ya. shiny black shoes and black pants and white socks?
Michael Jackson what! RIGGGHT nehhh.

2009-08-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

I HATE BLOGGER. SSSSSHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIITTTTT. I CANT POST PICTURES AGAIN.
WADDEFREAKINKINKYYYY LAH SIAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

2009-07-30T00:25:00.001+08:00

Since, blogger just decided to let me post pictures, I might as well do it before it goes haywire again.

Happy 2 years and 2 months plus 5 days anniversary, darl.

I love you Bodoh.

2009-07-20T17:55:00.006+08:00

After much recommendation from alot of my friends, I finally watched Radit & Jani. They're not the typical couple, but very much in love with each other just like others. Gosh, that love and commitment they have towards each other was so evident that as cliche as it is, I believed that "love overcomes everything."

EDIT: SYAFIQ RIDHWAN, I THINK THE HERO LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE YOU.

on another note,
Tommorow's a new day.

And Im excited.

the start of something new.

2009-07-13T20:38:00.003+08:00

finally, Alhamdulillah.

bernafas dalam air.

2009-07-12T09:42:00.002+08:00

Is your favourite colour blue?
And do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outer space?
I'm learning you.

Is your skin as tan as mine?
Does your hair flow side ways?
Did someone take a portion of your heart?
Now I'm learning you.

I've let my guard down for you
And in time you will too.

Does your name rhyme with mine?

the last dance.

2009-07-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

i cried watching MJ's memorial on the net.

& cried again when i watched it on tv.

i got so emotional.

i dont even know why.

i mean, hello.

MJ doesn't even know i exist.

sometimes you just dont know.

2009-07-06T00:45:00.003+08:00

im not going to feel entirely negative about this, but ive learnt not to expect much of something you dont see yourself doing. i have been expecting alot from alot of things, and i end up getting disappointed. designing used to be my flair, used to be my passion. is it going to be all in the past? im not so sure myself. and even if this doesnt work, im going to find something to do. & till then, i shall keep my so-called passion shut tightly in a box.

Butterfly Baby.

2009-07-06T00:31:00.003+08:00

THE FIRST BIRTHDAY FOR FARISHA ADILLA.

A normal family gathering and fun KFC birthday celebration.

The kids had tons of fun and I had tons of chickens.

Nah, I had 2, to be exact.

Hehehehhe.

I sure will pray, this pretty little thing will grow up to be a stunning, smart and pious young lady.

SHAZZZZNEEEE SHAHHHHHH.

2009-07-01T01:07:00.001+08:00

Shaznee Shah says:
seconds hours so many daays

tiq-ness. says:
ahahah!!
mat botak

Shaznee Shah says:
hahah
sebok uh!

tiq-ness. says:

on catching up.

2009-07-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

a short and simple meet up.

did a lot of catching up.

and ladies, im still stress that all of you are sort of employed and im not.

ahhahaha.

& pictures are up on multiply for you ladies.

across this new divide.

2009-06-29T03:13:00.003+08:00

well.

if it was you who had trouble sleeping.

i would have waited.

i would have picked up the phone and dialled your number.

just so i can have long talks with you till your eyelids feel too heavy and give in.

and when the phone goes zzzzzzz.

i would then press end call.

and sleep on my own,

with a smile pasted on me.

but.

that is what I would do.

since i'm anticipating something out of what i've just said.

let me make this clear.

neither am i pushing you or am i expecting much from you.

nope,i dont.

not anymore.

MARHA MARHA !!!!!

2009-06-29T01:45:00.002+08:00

MYSPEX 09' CHAMPIONSSSSS!

WUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

so annoyed.
so much for being there.
a little bit of this and that and
i'm said to complain too much.

Gone too soon.

2009-06-28T16:08:00.003+08:00

The pop legend has left us.

I may not be his number one fan.

But I still love MJ.

I'm sure he inspired many.

won.

2009-06-23T16:21:00.002+08:00

An-Nur rocked MYSPEX alright.
We trashed the other teams like no other.
Trashed em' so bad they couldn't score any goals or could only get one.
baaahhhhhhhh.
Not being complacent,but are we good or what?
Hah, if ya'll know what kind of people we faced at the competition.
Ya'll definitely supported us anyway.
Gosh, those people and their stinking mouths spilling green peas.

Wait, who cares?
WE AREEEE THE CHAMMMPPPIIIOONNNSSS!

it's myspex yet again.

2009-06-21T00:16:00.003+08:00

This picture has no link with my post this time, but this just shows how much I'm missing you, Mr.Fahmi. :P

Anyiwaayyyyyyysssss. MYSPEX in a few hours.
Too excited and nervous and I can't fall asleep.

&I'm missing Syaiful Hilmi, because he slept without any goodnights or iloveyous for me like every other night. Prolly too tired and didnt had a chance to msg ya.

Klah, taaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. wish me luck.

Deeper Conversation

2009-06-13T14:21:00.004+08:00

YUNA.

LOVE HER LOVE HER LOVE HER.

If you love listening to Sia, The Cardigans or Alanis Morissette, you've got to listen to her. She's got such a beautiful voice and personality. Plus, she's just a normal Malaysian Muslim singer. Who rocks the stage with her guitar in hand. Her songs are of alternative/folk rock genre.

Nuff said, I fell in love the first time I heard her voice. Crazy about YUNA. :)

beyond comparable.

2009-06-09T02:28:00.001+08:00

you.

to the one I care about.

2009-06-09T00:10:00.001+08:00

D, come back. please.

eww-ness.

2009-06-04T02:00:00.002+08:00

EWWWWWWWWW!!!!

It's so so so gross I feel like I puked and ate back my puke and puked all over again.

&& Dubai, is so so far away.

for what it seemed.

2009-05-30T04:04:00.002+08:00

GOODNESS GOODNESS.

IT SEEMS LIKE MOST OF MY FRIENDS HAVE FOUND A JOB.

AND I AM STILL UNEMPLOYED.

HOW PANIC-ING IS THAT!

I need to get my life.

Back on track baby, back on track.

you turned 12.

2009-05-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

A happy happy birthday dear sis.

Always remember to study hard.

Remember your family who loves you.

Cherish your bestfriends.

Love the people who cares.

Be a good daughter and sister.

Kakak loves you.

KISSES.*

fall.

2009-05-28T13:39:00.002+08:00

another big problem added to my plate.
im worried to my wits.
and my heart won't stop beating fast.

little ladies.

2009-05-28T03:56:00.007+08:00

WHOEVER SAID NEOPRINT WAS SO YESTERDAY?

My little cousins and me are suckers for neoprints like these.

my other half.

2009-05-26T14:40:00.005+08:00

WE TURN 2 YESTERDAY.

Happy 2nd year anniversary darl, no words can describe this feeling.

you complete me.

like no other.

S-Y-A-I-F-U-L H-I-L-M-I

It spells out like that.

i love you.

unfortunately,both of us were stucked at home, both too sick and weak due to the diarrhoea we were facing. Yes, kesian, our second year, and both kena berak berak. ape punya nasib.

Play that funky music,white boy.

2009-05-18T09:18:00.003+08:00

I have been an Adam freaking Lambert fan since the auditions. I mean, what? That tight leather pants, eyeliners, black polished nails and freaking freaking Michael-from-Steelheart-like voice. Where do we get to see that kind of talent? Gosh, this year's amazing men.
But Kris. Oh Kris Kris Kris. He just keeps me melting and melting.And meltinnngggggg~~
Everytime he smiled to the camera,you know,its like. Oh sudahlah,mari sini kris,aku kiss kau banyak banyak. Aha!He just turns my bones into sponge. Of course, not as much as another someone does.Ehem. Still, can both of them win? I want both of them win.

and damn,im still trying to find Kris's version of heartless. I need that song. For my long bus rides and my boring breaks.

Pffft. Life has been pretty much consistent since my parents left for Tanah Haram. But boy oh boy,babysitting 3 teenagers, 2 kids and adultsitting one grandfather is a pretty tough job. Well, i thought i can lose some weight due to the amount of work that had to be done back to back everyday,but it seems like im munching more when im working more. Keee.

Work is so boring i can't even describe it. Easy money, easy job. Stand stand stand. Sell bag. Stand. Stand. Sell. Stand long long. But since I want to console myself, I would say, its great cuz i can dream. Which is what i did most of the time. Work is ugh minus the dreaming. The only time i can actually smile sincerely was when I saw that person waiting for me, smiling wide, doing everything he can to make me so so so happy. Doing everything he can, to help me so I won't be facing these 2 weeks alone.

Off to work again.

sunrises.

2009-05-16T09:38:00.000+08:00

I'm still alive.

life now.

2009-05-02T03:31:00.003+08:00

PICNIC @ BOTANICS WITH DEAR TP GIRLS.

Had awesome fun, since weeks. No regrets for attending.

Became a spinner for TWISTER which the girls rocked btw.

Munched on too-many titbits.

Played heart attack and smacked my own hand.

Witnessing my girls rolling down slopes.(coughs.jemima.coughs.khai.coughs!mat.)

And of course,picture taking, although unlike always, im not in most of the pics.

And yeah, a hell of fun catching up.

And netball tonight was wayyyy awesome.

Not much abt the training.

But the super late dinner the 5 of us girls had at Al Ameen was PERFECT i tell you.

Gossiping,making fun of people, talking about boys, checking out boys, Erin's neverending drools on tall,dimpled,botak guys. Gossiping again. Making fun again. And yes, talking cock. Muchmuch.

I loved it. Simple but a nice ending to an enjoyable labour day.

FLU BABI.

2009-04-28T12:34:00.002+08:00

Is asking for 1.6K to work in an interior design company with a diploma in hand and to be working for 6days per week too much to ask? Sigh. Im still lost. And jobless. Called a few people. Some just asked to take the job with 1.2K because of the state this industry is in. But working 6days per week? and bringing back only around 900bucks? I dont know. But its so hard to find other jobs. Gotta call him soon. And accept it. Sigh. And also, its experience I should get first. Dah bagus ade orang nak employ kau atiqah. SIGH SIGH SIGH.

and what is this flu babi. WALAOWE. Stop eating and bringing pigs in lah.

random random random.

2009-04-22T13:19:00.002+08:00

i miss all my friends.
all my sec sch sayangs.
all my TP loves.
i miss all of you girls!
i know, im shitty.
always the one not able to make it to outings.
but im darn busy.
but i will try okay.
and yar, saying i miss ya'll doesnt change anything.
we should meet up.
but first, i should be a little less busy-er.
i know i know.
geram kan dengan si atiqah ni.

Design Show Outdated Pictures

2009-04-22T11:19:00.009+08:00

Temasek Design school Design Show 09'

My model display.
(Sadly,only these were allowed to display)

The interiors.

The important people who were there.
And all the time before that as well.

The cousin who graduated with me. YEY SHAK!
All the best to us designers! AHA!

The designers, classmates, comrades and friends who strived alogn and helped me along the way.

Thank you.

p.s: Min, the online pics are still not up yet. I wonder if you have any pics of us with you. :)

Menonton wayang.

2009-04-16T01:10:00.003+08:00

Saya pergi menontong wayang dengan sayang saya di Johor Barhru. Oleh kerana wayang di sana sungguh murah dan menarik, kami bercadang untuk menontong di sana. Satu cerita tak cukup oi, kami tonton dua! tapi dalam dua hari lah! back-to-back kata orang putih kan. Hehe. Dan, cerita yang kami tonton adalah Queens of Langkasuka dan Cepat dan Garang 4. Kami amat enjoys dengan cerita cerita ini kerana cerita 1 adelah pasal war war gitu, cerita 2 adelah pasal kereta kereta berlumba haram dan minah minah rempit hot hot nak mampos.

dan dengan nota itu, saya accept bahawa bahasa melayu saya dah hancussss!

so, saya better berbual english.

kay lah, senang cakap.

Queens of Langkasuka was very enjoyable and Fast and Furious 4 was just AWESOME. Im going to buy all of its DVDS.

oh and i just got my design show pics, and i still dont know how to use facebook. so you ppl nudge me for pics, and some of u nice ppl, teach me how to use facebook so i can upload pics.

PHASE-BUUUUKKKKK.

2009-04-06T14:10:00.003+08:00

THIS IS WHAT YOU FACEBOOK PEOPLE DID TO MY INBOX.

HOHOHOOHH.

AND SADLY, I DONT EVEN HAVE A PROFILE PICTURE UP IN MY ACCOUNT.

AND EVEN MORE SAD,I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE FACEBOOK.

ulu siak aku.

J.B

2009-03-31T20:12:00.004+08:00

Also, I want to go JB and have a movie marathon.
Any followers?
SYG,your day will be reserved,of course.
And Khai, I just found out.
NAK PERGI BATAM DAMN CHEAPPP LAAAAA. JOM!
makan.

Week.

2009-03-31T20:02:00.004+08:00

FINALLY.
I managed to squeeze an entry despite my never-ending busy-ness.
Dip Show is finally over.
and I should say, Im delightful that some of my friends could make it.
I'm honoured that my parents ,naddy and hil could make it on the first day.
I mean, what are the 4 months of not-enough-sleep, unbalanced diet, uncontrollable pimples, multiplying eyebags are for,if in the end, im the only one who appreciates my work?

Well, at least, dear friends and family were there to celebrate with me.
Thanks, especially those who made an effort to come down, all the way to Temasek Poly,even though its an ulu place,and as you all know, all my friends are the Woodlanders.
I'm satisfied, although, job-hunting has never been this difficult.
But Im happy.

The most important day of my life after all the 3 years of hard work, witnessed by the four most important people in my life.

Pictures will be up soon.
Ni lah masalah nye,kalau takde camera.
Which reminds me, special THANKS TO MINHAJ NISA, for lending me your camera.

spin my head.

2009-03-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

1) As said, my Design Show will be from 27th-31st March. Of course, the 27th, being the opening night, it is based on invites only. And sadly, Im only allowed to invite my parents and 2 other friend & lucky naddy and hilmi got selected. My other friends, please please please do come down on the other days if you're free, bored, duduk-rumah-tak-buat-pape-setakat-besarkan-bontot-jer. & dont forget to text me! :)

2) 'Coming Soon' is a must watch.

3) I realised I think alot if I looked out a window in bus. Things only I know.
& things, I will not tell any other.

Aching fingers and glue stains.

2009-03-18T21:41:00.013+08:00

Firstly, WATCHMEN SUCKS. I don't know about other people. But me and Iema was almost dozzing off quarter through the movie. Lucky for us, we paid em' in ringgit. And you all know, its cheap cheap cheap in JB. Still, dont watch watchmen. Seriously,people behind that movie, where's all the action?!

Secondly. I finished my archi you-better-redo-or-you-will-suck-at-design-show model in 1 1/2 days. Do you believe it??? In ONE AND A HALF days. I finished my model. Well,of course, i was helped by the stageman(*inside joke) and accompanied by GOSSIP GIRL. As reccomended by Khai.

THIS: GOSSIP GIRL THING. Watch it, if you haven't.
I just love all the scandalous teenage romance, bitchy backstabbers and whatsnots. Plus, the guys are efiing hot. Tak bedek. So,I finised 2 series of 18 episodes each of GG in 1 1/2 days.
Pretty hectic entertainment,eh?

& it's been long since I've mentioned this but.
I MISS SYAIFUL HILMI.
Weeee.

SHOOOOTS!

2009-03-16T11:24:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO FREAKING START ON MY ARCHI MODEL RIGHT NOW OR I WONT BE ABLE TO FINISH BY WEDNESDAY.

but first, going to JB with Iema.
Sungguhku mahu movie marathon.
hahaha. so much for the kecoh-ness tiq.

bada-dee-daa-dee-dum.

2009-03-13T02:18:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep because I have a really bad stomachache.
One that won't allow you to sleep, but makes you suffer endlessly awake.
One that makes you go to the toilet, but comes out disappointed because nothing comes out to the shithole.
One that makes you think,okay,so maybe,i didn't want to berak afterall.
One that makes you think of the 10,000 red army men coming soon to haunt.
One that makes me stay up and type nonsense like all the above.
Heh.

Yesyes. I am excited because on the 28th, it's gonna be 4C's reunion gathering!
Definitely.Wooooooooo.
It's been long since I saw them laydehs and fellas.

&& i just remembered I have to send my drawing file to my e-mail.
So I can open it when I reach school.
Because I have to re-do my Final Year Project model for my Design Show (sucky enough?).
& also because, I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE HELL IS MY THUMBDRIVE.

my cute little dark blue thumbdrive.
with "IQAH" cutely written on it.
by my sayang.
& to think, he bought that for me.
whattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
careless,careless me.

kay, nak try go berak again.
or maybe, im just going to wash my face.
brush my teeths.
and try to sleep for the 856638882634th time tonight.

good morning, world.

pic-blog.

2009-03-12T13:10:00.001+08:00

http://tiqness.multiply.com

for you girls okay, go go go grab your photos.

naddy, the karaoke photos are up too.

counting.

2009-03-12T12:08:00.005+08:00

15 more days.

1,2,3, smile!

2009-03-10T23:29:00.002+08:00

I shall not talk about the studio shoot I had.
Because. heh. Just because.

But group shoot at the triangular garden with my girls was AWESOME.
You girls somehow made up for the suckiness I experienced.

I feel like having Cadbury hot chocolate me and Khai bought during FYP.

eclipse and rokok gulung.

2009-03-09T10:35:00.002+08:00

i had the time of my life.

on a sunday night.

it's always the most fun.

the most enjoyable.

the sweetest.

in the sea of banglas.

hahahaha.

i got my angel now.

2009-03-07T02:17:00.002+08:00

everywhere i'm looking now.
i am surrounded by your embrace.
you're everything i need and more.

i need to stop spurting green peas.
im sorry.
i miss you.
i love you.

on bended knees.

2009-03-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

&it's the third entry for the day.
i want to get surprises sometimes.
too much to ask for, tiq.
heh.

hot and cold.

2009-03-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

i need to design a new namecard for myself.
i need to have an A3 portfolio for design show.
i need to kick ass on design show.
i need to do online stuffs.
i need i need i need.
there are so many things needed to be done.
& i thought im done for school.
well, like the lecturer mentioned.
my design show this year is
A SHOW TO LOOK OUT FOR.
i saw the images, the plans.
& not going to deny, i am kinda excited about it.
the whole atmosphere's really really coolshitsool.
its like grunge-art meets bladerunner meets neon city.
one word. FAB.
do come by, friends, and people who cares. heh.

&guess what.
i think i need a facebook account too.
everyone is asking why the hell im still in friendster.
because ultimately, friendster is like so yesterday.
but on another thought, i dont really care.
because i don't use any of them anyway.
pfffft.

&&& the weather.ohmy the weather.
its sunny and the next second,its raining cats and dogs.
love the rain, just hate being in it.
but still,love the rain.

kay lah.
wa mau rilek.
bye ah.

kangan.

2009-03-06T16:23:00.003+08:00

i am missing all my dear friends.

& that makes me wish, i could control time so i can turn it back and forward it. and make everything right again. heh.

the end of it.

2009-02-26T12:32:00.004+08:00

Hello world.
IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOSH IT NEVER FELT SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
TO SAY THAT.

IM free free free freeee from INTERIOR DESIGNNNNNN!!!!!
woooooooooooooo.
IM FREE FROM FYP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woooooooooooohooooooooooo!

kay, im too busy catching up on my sleep and cleaning this shipwreck home of mine, to update properly. will update again soon. taaa.

its black and white in TP too.

2009-02-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

Guess what? It is kind of surprising,

but lecturers are super racist too.

I didn't want to admit that.

But yar, such fucktards.

Its freaking obvious lah okayy.

the fourteenth day of february.

2009-02-14T23:58:00.004+08:00

MY VALENTINE BOY TURNS 16 TODAY. :)

I LOVE YOU, WITH ALL MY HEART.

ALWAYS ALWAYS STUDY HARD, AND MAKE ME PROUD.

AND I WILL ALWAYS ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

*thanks to hil's family for the ubber delicious bday cake.*

MUUUUUUAAACCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKSSSSS!

Right here.

2009-02-09T13:27:00.003+08:00

It was the third time to be overnighting there. I am truly appreciating all the sacrifices alot of people are doing for me, just so I don't flung FYP.

wrong.

2009-02-07T02:38:00.001+08:00

i can't see people falling asleep. Because i need to stay up right now, and i dont need that. Because right after, i felt like sleeping too. Walao.

siapa di belakang andaaaaa.

2009-02-07T01:42:00.000+08:00

MJ 12-ING. ALONE.

the other one whole.

2009-02-06T12:01:00.002+08:00

Naddy is being a dear and accompanied me again yesternight. But I was too tired because I have been not sleeping enough that week, that I fell asleep at around 3. So both of us decided to turn in. The weird thing was, all my sleepiness went away once I was on the bed, so both of us kept talking and talking and talking. And laughing for no reason. Hehe.

And we talked about marriage.

About who is going to get married first.

And who has her life all put together already.

And what we are going to do after grad.

I am sure, she's the one who's going to be there till like, FOREVERRR!

now everbody say AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

2009-02-04T12:13:00.001+08:00

so, maybe, its time for both of you to change.

i didn't expect it from this person, but, it was really a mature conversation.

thanks, friend. :)

your call.

2009-02-03T12:21:00.006+08:00

He accompanied me yesterday night. Even though he is schooling today. i appreciate it.

By subuh, i was so tired i lied down and slept instantly. When I woke up, he was eating breakfast. Ahaha. Sorry hor, tak terlayan. Well, he probably doesn't mind because he had my mum to talk to when subuh came. And he was fed like crazy at my house. ahahaha. First it was my special maggie mee, then some junk food my mum brought back from johor..then breakfast. Lol, it feels like he is already staying with me.Haha. and you, I know you want me to say that.

Garrrrhhhhh, back to project. And I still need nadiah. Just so i can ask her stupid questions and irritate her and ya know, go crazy with our conversations.

keys.

2009-02-01T13:24:00.002+08:00

i wanted to blog on so much things.
but i suddenly didn't want to.
gosh, naddy is coming over tonight.
and i appreciate that.
and i don't know why.
but i kinda have a feeling im going to order macs tonight.
ya know, im used to have macs with me while staying up.

for tonight, im going to chiong ahh bebehhh!!!!

and.

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, spin that record babe,

da da doo-doo-mmmJust dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance

Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

grumpy grumpy nenek.

2009-01-29T03:57:00.005+08:00

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY.

IRRITATED IRRITATED IRRITATED.

I get so cranky easily. And I am too too dependant on the people around me. But that is just me. And when I'm going through this rough time with f* FYP. No one's literally beside me. Everyone is trying to cater to me as much as they can but it just doesn't satisfy me. But come to think of it,
how much can you expect of other people heh?

Mum slept way before she started accompanying, so much for her words.

Dad slept soonafter.

He slept soonafter that too.

Guess who was my filial teman then?
Misteri Jam 12, Preserved water apples and
GAZZELLIONS of coffee in my stolen venti Starbucks cup.

I wished I was Miss Independant.
And I seriously can't function at home.

Insomnia

2009-01-28T23:38:00.003+08:00

Was looking through all the old pictures and I found one with the Seoul Garden mates,

dated...errrm..like 3 years ago?

With Ora,the mat indon, Gopi, the mamak, and Rash, the cornrows dude.

and me, with that short hair.

EWW.

dead disco.

2009-01-27T17:56:00.007+08:00

Somehow, someway, i got cheated by so many people. Hohohohoh. But yeah, it's for a good outcome. So, Alhamdulillah. Went for a buffet at taka with dearest aunty, and i tell you, my oh my, i can really really eat.serious lor.tak rugi beb. dinner was at Adam Road, and the mutton chop, Yummylicious lah okayyyyy! And yar, got to spent with dearest adik sedaras. It made me happy.

Long-time-no-see Abang Izzatku came over for a visit. And yeah, he knows his adik sedara kesayangan was having a messed up period. And there he is, all the way from somewhere, dropped down just to have a decent conversation with me. I love you lah okay! Tahu tak. Hohoho.

He came over to nenek's house to spend time with me and family. And he came over to my crib yesterday to help me with my spring cleaning and babysitting. And he, for the first time, learned to cook. Sebok sebok lah. Aku nak masak untuk budak-budak. Dia sebok potong-potong cili lah carrot lah. Hohoho. But he was happy. I guess. So it was me, him, and 9 kids. While the parents are out to kenduri. KECOH habis.

Now, "break" is finally over. And im already thinking of my FYP. So many things to do. I don't even know where to start. And like the picture have proven, me and Naddy, and overnights and Macs. Can drive us crazy. :) But i still love her. The one and only, who is always there.

you don't realise what you have lost, until you've lost it.
Red cliff and Ong Bak.
Knee massager.
And the pinapple tarts label-er lover.
Etched,in mind.
How could I be so heartless?

disease.

2009-01-23T13:02:00.002+08:00

you were like my lover, and my bestfriend,

all wrapped into one with a ribbon on it.

i never gave myself to another the way i gave it to you.

don't even recognise the way you hurt me do you?

and you're the reason why i'm thinking.

mata steam.

2009-01-20T15:27:00.003+08:00

Long walks under the scorching hot sun.

Long bus rides.

Fish and chips.

Droopy eyes.

That sweet sweet smile.

Just like a drug.

presentation in an hour.

and im going to talk cock.

REMIX

2009-01-20T10:55:00.004+08:00

Submission is done.

and i am happy with my 3D.

But my CAD.

BUCK UP BUCK UP!

kay, going to school.

E-F-F O-F-F.

2009-01-18T13:54:00.001+08:00

Everybody just leave me alone.

LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEE.

you set my soul alight.

2009-01-11T23:28:00.005+08:00

I feel like going naked and squeezing myself in my washing machine and let it run full and let it wash and soap me till I'm clean. Let it toss and turn me and wash away all the memories I have embedded in me. I feel like I want to forget everything that has happened. Forget everyone and move on and be happy alone. I feel like i need to do everything, everything I wasn't able to do the last time. Like, for once, go to a rock concert. Or start dancing again. Like for once, i want to do something crazy. Like, lighting up a ciggie and just smoke for one whole day without getting addicted. Like just not caring for a while. Im so so so so so so messed up. And I started it. But on another side, I am loving it.

But I guess, Im so used to caring.

you, don't rush.
you, i don't know.

PROJECTS. FYP.OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!
I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT.
TILL SUBMISSION.
OMGOMGOMOMG!

Meeting Fahmi tommorrow.
I need my cousin. now.

Blubber

2009-01-08T16:19:00.003+08:00

im a shithead.
who in this world doesn't even know what she wants.
me,of course.
surprise,much?

Tricky thoughts.

2009-01-08T10:26:00.004+08:00

how did we get here.
i used to know you so well.

im starting to feel this haywire-ness.
and i can't describe.
its just im so used to be with.
that when suddenly im not.
its a little overwhelming.
and im missing everything.
but being me.
im just keeping quiet about this.

I-don't-care day.

2009-01-07T15:06:00.004+08:00

The deejay on 98.7fm was speaking about today being a i-don't-care day. It's all about not letting others stepping on your head, and going all out to do what you want.

I think, it was a very good coincidence. :)

Fluctuate.

2009-01-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why parents can be so persistent about getting their child to do something when the child had already made it clear that it won't happen. I said I won't go. So, I won't. I am making my own choices now. If my parents wanted to get angry and decided to stay silent or throw some tantrums around the house, well, obviously, i am so much better in staying silent.

on another note, cycling session with babes was awesome. Bad thing was, I couldn't sleep well the whole night. I woke up a dozen times because my legs were aching from the sudden excercise. It was really bad. And I (along with twinny) am really really sleep-deprived.

to you who matters alot, the old me is dead and gone. Dead and gone.

Tagged for the 1774521777452th time.

2008-12-30T19:56:00.006+08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
- all of which I shared with my closest people.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- There's nothing wrong with that right? So, i totally would.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- To say a lifetime would be too cheesy. Forever doesn't exist either. I guess, for as long as I can bear; only if it's worth it.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- I seriously don't know. Too much money.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- I am in love with her.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- I think it goes both ways. It sucks to be loved and not love back.

7. List out 10 favourite things that you like
- Butter, Hindi movies, RAIN (as in the weather, not that whoever guy), Rock, Rockers (haha!), vampires (no,its not because of twilight), drawing, dancing(hem.), guitars, scented candles.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- BREAK THEM UP. Hell no, just get over it bebey. The sea has lots of fishes. :)

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- I guess.

10. What makes you very sad recently?
- When Mr Ryyan Spenser Ronald left.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Selling flowers at Little India.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Some people. Many people. Lots of people.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing
in your life?
- Allah. (still learning in this aspect,though.)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and rich?
- Married and rich. I need a man. Haha.

15. What is your favourite colour?
- Green, obviously. Wait, maybe brown? I still don't know.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
- Maybe I wouldn't choose any. Hates drama.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- I try to, at least.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
-Let's get married, and have lots of babies and die of starvation.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
- Can I have both? But if the lover sucks, I would have my girls, anytime.

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- I DO I DO I DO!

2008-12-30T16:16:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously, and hopelessly OBSESSED with twilight and its series.