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I don't describe myself.
Saturday, May 31, 2008

KITA NAK PERGI MANA OPAH? KE RUMAH OPAH LERR.
Congkak is damn lame lah okay.

Bringing along your little siblings around ain't as easy as it looks. As I was feeling really generous, and fortunately, it's my payday today, I brought my siblings around Bugis and went shopping! Not for me, for them. So they were happy little goobers, my sister got her long-wanted flats and my brothers, their skinny jeans.I didn't bother to tell them that boys with skinny jeans aren't cool because i was too tired, to be honest. MasyaAllah. Karenah diorang. I became the screaming little sister as you can see, my younger brothers are wayy bigger than me.

Nonetheless, it's satisfying to see those smiles on their faces. They were so excited to be able to walk around Bugis as they seldom go out. I am happy. And I am proud of myself because I went to the super busy Bugis Village with 4 devils.4 because Afiq chose to go home. Well, dia yang rugi. :)


Like sister like sister.

Errrrrr.Al-feeeeee-yan. Mentel kannnn.
 Ay-dil !! Note the pimple.
Ah-sheee-qin.
 Ah-ree-feeen.



I hope Twinny's doing okay at work. I heard its tough to work there. :/

And I miss someone. But I can't see him.





HOWMUCHWOODCANTHEWOODCHUCKCHUCKIFTHEWOODCHUCKCOULDCHUCKWOOD?
HOW MUCH TWINNY!!!?

Oh wells, Twinny sleptover again. I felt like I have a sister. Not that I don't have one for real. But i felt like I have those sisters you sleep together with, and you crap before you sleep or you cry with before you sleep. Or maybe, a sister you complain to about the most silly things your boyfriend would do before you girls get to sleep. Oh yar, and those sisters who would laugh at you while you're trying to catch a disgusting bug, JUST TO SAVE HER FROM IT. Yes, people. Nadiah doesn't save me. I save her. And I don't know why the bugs will always come whenever she's at my house. Tak mandi kot awak.

Yar, and those who wanted to check out where I got those adorable cuppies from for my anniversary. This is the link! ENJOY! Great cuppies, affordable price. And very very very good service.

http://pannacotta.multiply.com


Wednesday, May 28, 2008


I'm B.O.R.E.D.
Twinny, you should have asked me out tadi.
Movie marathon. Chores. Cook. Clean. Movie marathon again.
I think Jude Law is hot. Because I just watched my blueberry nights.
I think Good Luck Chuck was quite funny. Except the sex scenes was too "eww" for me. Wedding Daze was cute. Really typical romco movie.Watched Cheaper by the dozen 1&2.Hmm, what else. Made of honor, my mum's new boyfriend, the hottie and the nottie.And yes, blonde ambition. Count how many movies I watched in a day.
Super duper bored.
and im so cranky these few days.

Monday, May 26, 2008

12 Cuppies for the 12 month.
Syaiful Hilmi. Much thanks to Fahmi. (:
Gave Habibi the cuppies I planned on giving to him for a long time. And since its the 12th, 12 cuppies are just perfect. Perfect timing, perfect colour(insert: bi, if i give you a colour..you nak colour ape eh..? :D remember?), perfect evening. Yes, ana behibak ya Habibi.
LOL. Konon surprised.
Since someone is crazy about ayat ayat cinta, I decided to write someone an Arabic love letter. TELL ME. WHO ELSE WOULD DO IT if not me. :P Again, credits to Fahmi. Sesiapa yang faham tu, kamu diam diam sahaja lah yer.
He is squeezing every last bit of his brain juice to try to recognise as many words as he can. And he does recognise a few of them. But, still, translate all of them, one by one, painstakingly, YOURSELF.
How can anyone leave me out from picture taking. I need to be in at least one of them. :)
And. i got my Guess wallet from him. Surprise surprise. This is like my only branded stuff. Apart from my Mr Sony T-9, who is dead anyway. :P


So this will be dedicated to him, maaf yer orang orang disana yang sebut sebut word menyampah. :P
Habibi,
Thank you for every every every every bit of love,sacrifices and loyalty,
headaches and heartpains,
geram-ness and bingit-ness,
i-hate-atiqah,
i-love-you-nur-atiqah.
Thank you for still standing strong here beside me, though its draining your every strength.
Thank you for always always looking out for me.
24/7 nagging and bebelans and naggings again.
Thank you for your endless love.
Stay with me.
And InsyaAllah, may we always walk on the right path.
So this relationship will stay pure.
And Allah will then bless us.

Ana behibak, ya Habibi.
YOU'RE MY ONE AND ONLY.
*suke ah tuu..orang dah mushy mushy.Dalam blog lagi tau bi!!!*

Sunday, May 25, 2008

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 1 YEAR YA HABIBI !!!!!
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Its the first year.
InsyaAllah, many happy more to come.
I love you, bi.
many the many the many.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
The kadi, the father, the mother, the siblings, the close relatives and the best girlfriends.
The beloved hubby-to-be and me.
It's going to be a simple and solemn ceremony.
No white petals, no yippidee-yippidee or over the top decorations and whatsnots.

err what?!

Friday, May 23, 2008

I received a free body massage from TrueSpa and I was allowed to bring someone else along and so, I brought my mum. My, was she happy she got that massage. Well its free now, but one day when i turn rich and famous, I will bring her for a spa treatment again.
 Most of the time the massage was a little painful for me, maybe because its my first time ever getting a massage at a real spa. All this while I only get massages traditionally by some makcik, which is not a bad thing, really. That also, if i injure myself jumping around like a boy or training for netball. If not, I wont have massages or spa treatments or whatever girly wirly stuffs. So it was really an enlightening experience.
So above was the room I was massaged in. The masseuse( I really don't bother to check for this spelling), was a nice Thailand lady named Sand. I know, Sand. It was really really really and again, REALLLY pretty inside and its so magical I instantly turned peaceful once I stepped in. With Balinese music playing while I enjoy my massage, I can't help but to close my eyes and think of all the beautiful things(plus my kuda kepang primary school dance, just because the song reminds me of it). I will remember how nice it was when Sand started pressing the back of my neck and as she moves her hands straight down my spine right to my hip bone. And how nice it was when she climbed on top of me and used her knees to massage my buttocks.Haha.
Ladies, seriously, its worth it. Once I am stable, I will think of pampering myself with all these.



Monday, May 19, 2008

Imisssomeonelikesobadly.
grumpy grumpy grumpy.
haish.red days are coming.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

INTERNSHIP IS FINALLY OVER YA'LL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
And ayat-ayat cinta was awesomeeeeeeeee.
Cried like I watched any other Hindi movie.
Ana behibak سيف الحلمى
This is a few of the people.
The freaking full library.
 Its only here that the walls are painted yellow okay. The office is boring and plain.
 Our makan place.Girls, typical typical girls.
 I love this place. Messy but you will so feel like a real interior designer.=)
 The admin group.
 SAYONARAAAA LAHHHHHHHH DP.

It's sad because Jeremy, the one that has been there since day one had to be on emergency leave. =( Oh wells.
And these buddhas chanting under my block is really irritating me. Should I blast my radio? Or should I throw something.

Thursday, May 15, 2008


Tommorrow will be my last day at work. No doubt I will somehow miss the place and SOME of the people there, especially KaiLi,the one I've been close with recently. And of course, Jeremy, the person who has been "taking care" of me since day one.

Well lets say, there's some things I wont hear/see/speak of when i leave DP Design tmr:

1) Anwar's bugsy smile every single morning. Without fail. And he will always reach the office before me. So yar, every morning, I will get that greeting. No more Mr Bugsy Teeth.

2)The McCafe guy saying "The usual?" every morning I came to the McDonalds counter. And yes, everytime almost everyday, he will be working the morning shift and will be taking my orders and i will always order the same thing. So yar. The usual. No more Mr The Usual.

3)The online shopping/window shopping me and Kai Li did on the few days we were too lazy to work. I tell you,that girl can sit for one whole day just doing window online shopping. Pasal dia lah, semua kerja aku tak habis. But still. I will miss Kai Li.No more Miss Livejournal Online Window Shopper.

4)The jazz songs my supervisor will blast to.

5)My other supervisor's bad temper.He will maki all the clients.

6)Me reading ohnotheydidnt every single morning without fail.Now I can't do that, because I will be too lazy.

7) I will not meet the makcik cleaner at the toilet near my workplace anymore. Yes,I made friends with a makcik cleaner.I want to buy her a chocolate tommorrow.(: She's always so nice and she will always talk to me everytime every single day I go to the toilet.


8)I will miss the pantry.You know those machines that fills our cups, thosen we have to pay outside. well,its free. And the Aunty pantry always fills the cookie jars with different chocolate cookies.Haish. Macam mana aku tak gemok.


9) MR HO!!! The uncle over at the printing shop who does nothing but play with paint. And I will disturb him everytime i go there to print. Yer,Uncle printing pon aku buat kawan. Thats what happens when you're the only intern at that level.


10)Of course, my dear Jemima. No more "romantic" lunches with her. YES JEMIMA. I AM BREAKING UP WITH YOU TMR. Hee. But we patch up when school reopens lah okay. (:

Okaylah. So internship ain't that fruitful. But it will be something i will remember for a long time. YEY! picturetaking with them tmr!


My one and only.
Im such a happy goober today.
My body is aching.
But my house is now a material library.
Cool or what.
Thanks to Jemima and her bro and her bro's friend.
And of course, to habibi, for coming down just to help me with the stuffs.

MSN IS SUPER-SHIT-COOL i tell you.
I LOVE MSN NOW.
Hahahah! Right bi. I love msn.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Okay Hilmi, I will just blog a little before turning in okay? :)
I miss all of them badly.Fahmi, cepat meet aku. Macam banyakkk cerita gituu.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008


I'm always here. Anytime.
Love you okayyyyy.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Religion.
As simple as that.
That is why, I can never ever be with you.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

W H A T H A P P E N S I N V E G A S!
All of you must watch this. MUST MUST MUST!!! I thought it was going to be a lame typical chick flick, and yes, the ending is the lame typical chick flick movie. But the plotting is normal but HILARIOUS. Bf and me (no lah,only me actually) laughed almost throughout the movie. In fact, the whole cinema laughed alot. Its really funny. And they make a cute couple. Its so entertaining, the people in the theatre even clapped after the show.
WHYYYY???????!!!!!~~~~
you know why.


AND HERE IS SOME BOYS SHAKING THEIR BOOTY WAYYY BETTER THAN GIRLS DO.
SO THE BOYLICIOUS.

doesn't always stay in Vegas.


Friday, May 9, 2008

I seriously have trouble walking because of that thing in that thing.PFFT.

And Singaporeans, can you be less kiasu. Stupid shitnit people. Pagi2 buat orang frustrated jer. Can you be a little polite and not rush for the seat in the train as if the seat is going to run away from you. And plus, if you see someone standing in front of that seat, can you at least excuse yourself so that pathetic person can move a little so your elephant ass can go sit in that precious empty seat. Bodoh punya cina. Dah lah tak mandi. Muka selamba je tolak tolak aku. I nearly fall okay. I don't even care about that seat. I'm just pissed she pushed me.Nasib baik masih lagi sabar. STUPID STUPID CINA TAK MANDI. (Sorry ah people,im only referring to this lady). GARRRH. One more week. ANd I dont have to face these people anymore. One more week, I will be back to my lovely 168, filled only with TP and ITE students. No more office zombies who think about themselves and push people around in the train. UGH! I HATE TAKING THE TRAIN IN THE MORNINGS.Okay bye. Dah puas aku complain.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Feminine Indulgence is up! Go girls, take a look. Pretty and a must-have, clothes are cheap and affordable. Go go go!

On other news;
I really want my break badly.
I want school back.
I dont want to be in DPDesign.
yeah, I know, Interior designers will be "are you crazy, everyone wants to be in DPDesign."
I'm bored with life there actually.
Although I will miss this place when I'm gone.

Monday, May 5, 2008

Total Randomness.

My nenek's Sambal Tumis Petai was so 10-fingers licking good. It's also so good it's giving me bad tummyache for 2 days now.But,no regrets.


Is it normal? To dream about the same person for 3 straight days? I've been dreaming about this guy,named Faizal.I don't know why. All I know, everytime I dream about him, its always me meeting him at Takasyimaya. Out of the 3 dreams I had, I only remembered one clearly. I was sitting outside Taka, and theres this nenek kebayan stirring a pot, and she's sort of aiming me to be her next victim. But I managed to run, and somehow I ran to the stairs and Faizal was there smoking and he saved me from that nenek kebayan. I don't remember his face, but I remember him trying to be my hero and all. I can still remember how I trembled when that nenek kebayan was near the stairs. But well, the hero was there. So I was saved. One word. WEIRD.
In that dream, I seem to like him back. Syaiful Hilmi, its just a dream. :P


Another weird thing. There's this person/guy who kept calling me asking for my Seoul garden friend. I DONT KNOW HOW THE HELL HE GOT MY NUMBER OR WHY DOES HE KEEP CALLING ME TO ASK ABOUT THAT FRIEND. She has a handphone. So call her lah. SIAO.


Oh,and keeping your interns from going out to lunch just to finish your work is not nice. Its your work and its your problem if you cant finish it. Why make me stay back for lunch. I have to eat damn it. Stupid workplace. I can't wait for school. Stupid stupid stupid. Not even paid enough for what i worked for.


GAAARRRRHHHHHH. LAWAAAAAAAAAAAAA.


Friday, May 2, 2008

¤Hilmi¤ says:
agak², u sajak ngan siapa?
tiq-ness. i love our ice-kacang dates. says:
dia nye nama ade dua ah.
tiq-ness. i love our ice-kacang dates. says:
blkg die ade sah sah basah
tiq-ness. i love our ice-kacang dates. says:
nama depan... ade ik ik ik fik gitu ah
¤Hilmi¤ says:
*ANGRY FACE*
¤Hilmi¤ says:
taknak bual ngan u lagi...


Haha.Sudahlah nak jealous jealous. Dah lambat ah nak jealous jealous(inside joke). =P I mean, please, who doesn't think Taufik Batisah may somehow be suitable for them. Every girl thinks so.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

A MUST WATCHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
The lead actress: Rianti as Aishah. Personally, I think she's more attractive with the Hijab.But still, PRETTY!
If you watch 'Kiamat Sudah Dekat' on Suria(i dont ah), you should know her. Zaskiya Adya Meccam as Noura. LAWA GILER PER DEKNII.Sadly,she's somehow the "evil" one in the movie.
Hikmah supporting actress,Carissa Putri as Maria,the Christian girl in the movie who falls in love with the hero, Fahri. She's also amazed by the Quran and was interested to learn about Islam.
Melanie Putra as Nurul,a college friend of Fahri and who likes Fahri as well.
A scene when Fahri was on the floor asking for forgiveness(I think!) from Aishah,then,his wife. I was watching the trailer and this was on,I was,erm, touched.Ahaha.
I can't get over how super pretty the actresses are. And I think, she's more attractive covered up. Haha. Powerful neh? Nothing to show but all the more attractive. And her eyes are gorgeous. She looks like an Arabian. HOW I WISH I WAS ONE! ahah. Oh, I stated that in one of my wishlist before.Heee.
Ayat Ayat Cinta is a beautifully portrayed Islamic love story – a tale of a virtuous Muslim protagonist who overcomes all obstacles of life maintaining pure ideals.
Fahri bin Abdillah is a poor, intelligent student who wins a scholarship to complete his graduate degree at Egypt's esteemed Al Azhar University. Very disciplined and dedicated by nature, Fahri embraces his life in Cairo, completing his studies and translation of religious books with full enthusiasm, exactly according to pre-determined targets.Only one goal is left unattempted: the pursuit of marriage.

I'm soooooooo sure this movie will be worth the watch. I can't wait for it. And I'm so buying the novel. I'm dragging Hilmi all the way to the theatres and wether he likes it or not, he is going to sit with me throughout. But I'm sure he doesn't mind. Heee.