sometimes illusions aren't so simple.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Ryyan's Second.

R.I.P my dear friend.

It has been 2 years, and you're still deeply missed.

Smile Smile Smile, Ryyan Spenser.

black black sunday.

and once again, someone successfully disappoint me.

and to you, who might think im talking about you,

this time, i am not.

when was the last time i pump happy thoughts into this blog of mine?

it makes me want January to come faster.

Min, Fiq, Naddy, remember our KL trip.

oh! and i sure know Nadiah As'ari is mising me like crazy.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Big Night Out with MUSE.

MUSE is coming to Singapore.
February next year.
And I am thinking, I am going.
Finally, now that I can afford my own tickets, Im going.

Anyone joining?

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

i think its secondary school-ish.

if calling you almost ten times a day makes you feel suffocated, then i should stop.
i can't complain, and i can't call freely, what else can't i do?
i was fighting all urges to pick up my phone and started texting when i received that beep and it was from you. so who is being clingy right here? i guess, im still the clingy one.

i really need to find that strong girl i used to be, before any man existed in my life.
that girl,who doesn't turn back when people gives shit on her.
that girl, who can ignore everything when she want to.
&& that girl, who isn't this weak, putting everything she have on the person she call the love of her life.

note,the love of her life.
i got to put it back together.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

because for you, im here.

It's getting harder and harder.


TIQ. I don't describe myself. Naddy Diyanah Syafiqah Yasmin Nunun Fahimah Izzat Shakir Khairiah Cindy Syahilla Ayuni Sopiute Nabila Seri Ubaida Syafiq Liya Sue Syiqin Marsya Nurul December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010	Sunday, November 29, 2009 Ryyan's Second. R.I.P my dear friend. It has been 2 years, and you're still deeply missed. Smile Smile Smile, Ryyan Spenser. :) 6:00 PM · black black sunday. and once again, someone successfully disappoint me. and to you, who might think im talking about you, this time, i am not. when was the last time i pump happy thoughts into this blog of mine? it makes me want January to come faster. Min, Fiq, Naddy, remember our KL trip. oh! and i sure know Nadiah As'ari is mising me like crazy. 5:37 PM · Saturday, November 21, 2009 Big Night Out with MUSE. MUSE is coming to Singapore. February next year. And I am thinking, I am going. Finally, now that I can afford my own tickets, Im going. Anyone joining? 9:33 AM · Wednesday, November 11, 2009 i think its secondary school-ish. if calling you almost ten times a day makes you feel suffocated, then i should stop. i can't complain, and i can't call freely, what else can't i do? i was fighting all urges to pick up my phone and started texting when i received that beep and it was from you. so who is being clingy right here? i guess, im still the clingy one. i really need to find that strong girl i used to be, before any man existed in my life. that girl,who doesn't turn back when people gives shit on her. that girl, who can ignore everything when she want to. && that girl, who isn't this weak, putting everything she have on the person she call the love of her life. note,the love of her life. i got to put it back together. 2:21 AM · Tuesday, November 10, 2009 because for you, im here. It's getting harder and harder. 1:48 AM ·