sometimes illusions aren't so simple.

Friday, February 29, 2008

It's right. Everything depends on the ending. And the ending? A fun fun fun date. =)Long long walks which I really love,although yes, tolonglah,jangan seksa diriku lagiii.But whenever its with Hilmi,it means there will be long walks.

Minus those tiny ants that crawled up my leg and bite sesuke hati macam ada share gitu. And the bus-waiting.Mugcow.We waited for the bus home like for half an hour lah sey.Oh,yar, sesungguhnya kita berdua ni kental. Haaaa.

Yey! Danceworks 08' tommorrow!

step it up.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Cool kaperr.

because.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

I was so so feeling mana-punya-kakak-kakak today because i wore a skirt to school when Khai suddenly pointed out that it is actually koyak.AT THE BACK. Fortunately,its double-pieced so the world didn't get to see my red undies(or I would have screamed to myself for being such an idiot) and it wasn't so obvious, especially when I stood up.Phew. Apa lagi, balik turn the skirt around lah. Manyak punya leceh.Shouldn't have worn skirts in the first place.

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Anyhoo how, Whats with the SHUFFLE FEVER?
A vid of my brother and his friend shuffling.
I should hate myself for saying this but somehow, I think that they did great, to think that it is actually difficult for someone to shuffle. Takes a lot of practice,eh Fiq? Looks like your deed of stealing my camera and practicing and recording your shuffling in your room doesn't go to much waste.

------------------------------------------------------------------- He was rooted to the ground when I gave him something. i didn't know something so common like that can surprise someone that way.
It's been a roller coster month for the both of us, but I think we are going to do fine. Bih, you're the only one. And we're still going strong. Heee.

go on.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Scrumptious Shawarma, titillating Pita breads and appetizing hot hot Wedges. My arabian night was so perfect, added with a touch of sheesha-puffing. We were so dizzy with so so much excitement that builds inside these little hearts of 3 super-impatient girls. We can't wait for it, so can't wait for it. Oh yar, someone puked on the way home.haaa.

Met up with the ex-marsiling primary school peeps the next day and had a bit of bowling which really showed how ridiculous i am at handling that overweight ball. Dinner was the ever-popular-and-mouthwatering Bone steaks.I got so high after eating them that I had to deal with a painful gastric on the way home with the peeps scolding me for not having any breakfast in the morning.

Netball training have been great.(minus all these aching muscles) I can't wait for the next practice. Except for the fact that some people who claimed to be certified to coach netball don't even know the basic rules of playing on court. Hmm. Right girls? =)

if you're hurt,then I am too.

view from the sky.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Wak is right.

Shit happens all the time.

I need you boo,

I gotta see you boo,

And there's hearts all over the world tonight,

Said there's hearts all over the world tonight.

And oh, I'm into you and

Boy no one else would do,

With every kiss and every hug,

You make me fall in love.

with you.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

BEFORE AND AFTER.

It's a good thing I'm bored. Because I reorganised my whole cupboard. Not only its neater and nicer, its COLOUR-CODED.

its next week girls,next week. =).

Cause every time you hold me in your arms,

I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth,

It starts in my soul,

And I lose all control.

KILLERBUTTERFLY.

Monday, February 18, 2008

okaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

i totally didn't expect THAT.

boy do you know,

i get so breathless,

when you call my name.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

In life, you ~~don't always~~ NEVER get what you want.

on the other side;

ORA KURNIAWAN E-MAILED ME.

my long lost friend from Bali.

I am like so so so shocked and happy at the same time.

this was when Gopi is way skinnier,before he became the supervisor ,ora,shariff another bali friend(i wonder how's he doing now). ahaa. the old old seoul garden people. eh, i actually have a few Bali friends. good eh?

aku ingin.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Eddy bilang gue, yang gue ini pacarnya.

Shah kata,aku ni matair die.

Wak called and asked Eddy not to ganggu aku, gfnyer.

An'e the dishwasher kata die rindu aku.

Wah wah.Wak is right.I got 4 scandals in Seoul Garden.

Beat that, RIGHT.

but i still love my one and only.

way you are.

Friday, February 15, 2008

it all started so well.

Do you still?

i still.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

As matrip as you are, I still love you.

Happy Birthday my Valentine boy!
Study hard and make me proud.
Be a matrip but one with Brains.
hohohohoh.
Kidding.

Oh.Your "JADE" rantai is so not cool please.

too fasttttt.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Work was surprisingly fun.Met the new kids at work.Yes Kids. O leavers mostly.They really thought I was fierce.Maybe because I didnt talk much. OF courselah. I dont know any of them. But after I started talking,ahahah.Then they know.

When I first came in,
Some 17 year old named Jas: Kak, dah berapa lama ah keje sini?
me: KAKAK?You call me kakak? How old are you?dah 2 yrs plus ah.
Jas:Im 17 ah kak.
Me:Oh.alah.Tak jauh lah. apedahh.panggil atiqah je.
Jas:Ohh hehee.

On the way home,
Some 17 year old named Irfan: Eh Atiqah,kau seriously tadi fierce sey, aku nak tegur pon tak jadi.
Me:Aku per fierce..mana ade..aku start merepek baru tahu..
Irfan:eh tak ah tak ah..Kau tak fierce..Minyak wangi kau fierce..
Jas:Tu minyak kapak lah.
Me:Minyak kapak kaperrr.Escada okay..
Jas:Eh mahal wooohhhh. Matair 24yr old tu belikan eh.
Me:Eh,..Mana kau tahu pasal matair matair ni sume.
Jas:Alah..shahrizal suke cerita cerita.
Irfan: A ah..aku tahu banyak pasal kau.
Me: macam macam.
Irfan: Eh !! aku suka ah minyak wangi kau.
Me:Aku ade bawak miniature nye. (Aku keluarkan lah botol kecik tu)
Irfan:Eh wangi siots.Bagi aku sudah.Vday aku nak pakai.(And dia amik bende tu)

*takkan aku nak mintak balik kan. buat bodoh sudah.

They were soooo childish,kept me laughing the whole time, but I loved it lah. Aiyohh. Aku tak sangka I can get along well with 17 year old boys.

Irfan:Eh kakak aku baru bukak saloon. Aku bagi kau free ah.Kau nak buat style ape.
Me: Free per,Kalau free aku pergi.
Irfan:Free lah.Pakai account aku je.
Me: Okay set.
Irfan:Kau potong concave ah..pastu bagi ade bangs. Pastu bukak tudung kau,Baru style.
Me:Kau merepek pe.
Irfan:Betul pe. kau belum kahwin..takpelah.dah kahwin lain cerita..melawa untuk suami.
Jas:Irfan,.kau jangan jadi musibot eh suruh orang bukak tudung.

-_-"

And i really miss my Syaiful Hilmi Bin Sueb. ARGGGH!!!!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

He counted the number of times I looked at him in the eye.

my one and only.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Why do people always get awesome awesome things or jobs to do while i am stucked with that Seoul Garden busuk bachinnnnnnnn!

Anyway,tap tup tap tu,i turn almost 3 working in Seoul Garden. Wow kan. Of course, i didnt work for a few months already,since I was so busy with school. I miss working actually.The gila merepekness.But I am sure,once I come back,Its not going to be the same.Alot of my friends quit long ago and now,theres some newbies whom will be thinking "what the hell is this girl doing here." because they have never seen me before.

And i have to start the "Hi..my name is Atiqah..what's yours?" all over again. Ugh. I hate meeting new people.I dont know why but i get intimidated regardless of how they look or smell or think like.

Starting work next week.I got alot of debts to settle.And i mean,ALOT.

O$P$ lahhh!

Sebelum saya memulakan apa-apa, saya nak mintak maaf kepada sesiapa yang terasa, tersinggung ataupun terhurt dengan apa-apa yang akan dibaca sebentart nanti.Kerana, honestly really honestly,cerita yang akan disampaikan ini tidak ada kene mengene sama ade dengan yang hidup ataupun yang mati. Serious, wa tak bedek.Suka-suka lah baca, kalau kelakar, happy2lah ketawa,kalau tak suke,marah2 sendiri yer,kalau merepek,korang tutup jer blog ni yer.

Anyway,Its me and my girls speaking and acting like MINAHS,planning about our Sentosa outing.Sort of.

t i q . ; burda kepe. says:
eh bagi nama aaaahhh...aku jadii..adeq cuteee..
~miss vanity~ says:
bagi nama minah
t i q . ; burda kepe. says:
kau jadi baby roxy
~miss vanity~ says:
aku nak Wawa
[c=0][b]«»yasmin«»™[/b][/c] says:
eeee..
t i q . ; burda kepe. says:
aku nak ruby
~miss vanity~ says:
min gerl sachek uh
[c=0][b]«»yasmin«»™[/b][/c] says:
HAHAHAHHAHA,..sachek perrr.. so SUNDAL.

BABY_ROXY says:
naddy..must change to minah name..
`NaDDy says:
wad name cpt
adek wawa<--- dun ask me why... says: ikin sek..wahahahaa,
`NaDDy says:
siol jerrrrrrr
BABY_ROXY says:
smtg sek ahh
adek wawa says:
mama sek
BABY_ROXY says:
no no
adek wawa says:
mama_ikin
BABY_ROXY says:
some minah name
BABY_ROXY says:
ikin
BABY_ROXY says:
KIKIN sek
adek wawa says:
rina_mampat

OKAY SO WE GOT OUR NAMES,AND HERE WE GO.
M18 okay. ALOT AND ALOT AND ALOT Of VULGARITIES.

«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
eh geng!sok ON tak ON??!
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
on lah siallll.apesal tak on?!
adek wawa says:
pukimak takmo buih uh sial
RiNa_Mampat says:
on la siakkk.On mesti on nyerr!
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
ahahahahahahahahahahah
adek wawa says:
note to nadiah: minah onli use sial.
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
SIAPA BUIH. aku kicap sialll muka.kasi rap banyak banyak!
RiNa_Mampat says:
ahahahhahaha
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
krg jgn kasi gua bingit lagi la sial.. gua dh penat2 plan2... suka2 lu org jek nk ilang2.
RiNa_Mampat says:
kau main gila per sialll.
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
ahaha..aku stress sial.
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
mahu isap jap ahh
adek wawa says:
muka mintak kene pump sak
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
ahaha..siapa bawak rokok sial besok,aku takleh hidup sial takde rokok.
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
aku aa bwk sial
RiNa_Mampat says:
ehhh aku nak minum la sial
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
minum ape rina
RiNa_Mampat says:
MINUM tu mesti.
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
kau step kau leh tahan je
RiNa_Mampat says:
minum todi la sial
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
ahahaha
RiNa_Mampat says:
kau fikir aku mase kecik pe
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
todi
adek wawa says:
gua takleh lama uh pasal gua nak pangkeng ngn jantan gua..
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
ni klan bachelorette party
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
sial.. ko tkd members lagi pe wawa

AND THERE WAS AN INTERMISSION.and we became ourselves for a while.

RiNa_Mampat says:
eh sorry ahhh..gua bukan minah..and i sooo tak tahu cmne nak jadi minah.
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
adek wawa says:
i feel so dirty
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
ko yg over sak wawa,geli akugeliiii.
RiNa_Mampat says:
iqah..u talk like one suckyyy minah.i cnnt tahan siakkk.

AND THE MINAH-NESS RASUK LAGI.AND WE WANTED TO GIVE NADIAH'S BF A MATRIP NAME.

BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
eh pompansss.korang jangan buih besok.Jangan kasi darah aku membuak. nanti kepala korang aku jitak.
RiNa_Mampat says:
bobal mcm maner nk buih.. da lurh gal tkmu nk mcm paham.. lu tutop lu nyer mulot lurh..
adek wawa says:
wahaha matair nadiah cumming?
RiNa_Mampat says:
ya laaaaaa.. dier kena jage anak gua laaa
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
hahaha
adek wawa says:
hmm i need a new nick for nadiah matair...
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
REMY
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
BOB
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
remysachok
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
BOB LA SIAK
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
kay kay
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
bobsachok..HAHAHA!
RiNa_Mampat says:
SERIOUS PERR.
adek wawa says:
boi berg uh..wahahaha!
RiNa_Mampat says:
YUCKS KAPE
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
bergEDIL
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
yesss...BOB BERG !!
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
aaaaahh....panggil Daddy berg ahh.
RiNa_Mampat says:
mamposssssssssss

AND WE STARTED TALKING SHIT AGAIN.

«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
eh, lu org ajak jarum tk.. wa tgh gian ni..
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
distributor heroine dah kene tangkap
adek wawa says:
wahahaa
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
takpa2.. wa try picit kita punya chong! dia mesti byk supply
adek wawa says:
wa nak cui jantan besok
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
cui jantan peee.
adek wawa says:
lu ada hal ngn gua pe gerl
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
lu bawak lu punye boi..abeh lu cui jantan lain..ehh lu ingat happy love triangle ape
adek wawa says:
wa takda jantan uh gerl..lu takmo mcm2, wa kasi pump muka lu baru lu tau..
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
lu fikir muka kwn wa ni tayar pa.. mau pump2
adek wawa says:
lu pun nak makan tangan wa pe?
adek wawa says:
takmo banyak berbual besok wa settle lu dua
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
eh lu tunggu lah
RiNa_Mampat says:
dengar2 tangan le makan per
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
heran tk heran la OI
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
eh rina mampat... makan tangan bukan literally makan tangan lah
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
wah.minah tahu pakai "literally"
RiNa_Mampat says:
i noe la bongok..LU PIKIR WA BODOH PER.
adek wawa says:
minah2 baru naik pa gerl??
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
EH AKU MINAH EDUCATED LAH SIA..
adek wawa says:
aku tak ckp kau pe sial
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
eh kau takyah sial sial ngn gerl aku ape..kita semua sisters paaaa.
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
EH SALAH. SISTERZZZZZZ.
adek wawa says:
muka lu mintak kene kicap pe baby

AND NOW..PASAL JANTANSSS AND PASSING JANTANSSS.and angkongsss.

RiNa_Mampat says:
sial la....korg bape byk jantatn korg da amik sial..AKU NAK SIKIT!eh kite passing ah.. passing jantan!
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
set..lu pakai wa nye besok..wa pinjam sachek punya.
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
lu org ada members nk bikin tatoo tk..oi!slalunyer laki yg passing2 kita..ni the other way round..
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
aku nak buat tattoo
adek wawa says:
wa nak buat tiam kat dahi
RiNa_Mampat says:
eh ktorg buat laki2 jadi bahan ah
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
bahan ape
RiNa_Mampat says:
ktorg pn bleh jadi jantan pe
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
bahan ketawa? bahan kutukan?
RiNa_Mampat says:
bahan bodoh ahh
adek wawa says:
stop it sak!!!
«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
wa ckp ngn lu.. wa punya boi ganas uh. lu blh handle tk baby..
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
ehh ganas perrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...........meh sini lah mehhh sini....

RiNa_Mampat says:
ehh aku nak buat angkong..nk shape name matair gua ahhh..
adek wawa says:
lu cocok ikan koi uh sial
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
SHAPE NAME HAHAHA. lu kental pe minahhhh!!!!
adek wawa says:
nama jantan lu buat apa sial
RiNa_Mampat says:
eh buat kenangan ah sial..eh korang takde jiwa pe..aku setia ahh siall!
adek wawa says:
jiwa?
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
tukar jantan kau slash angkong tu pe... abeh tulis angkong nama jantan baru?
adek wawa says:
lu bobal mcm bunga sial ..ringan sial tangan waaa.
RiNa_Mampat says:
eh ok sial....n ak slash tu angkong..aku mati lah sial. matti mattttiii.
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
kau buat angkong pon kau cucuk per,.tak mati lah sial.slash lah bodohh.
adek wawa says:
lu bobal ape sial rina
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
takkan kau nak liquid tu bende
adek wawa says:
wa tak paham sepatah haram sial
RiNa_Mampat says:
hahaha...eh slash maksud ape sial..potong per.
BABY_ROXY xoxoxoxx says:
slash lahhh..as in strike out nama tuu! alamak.. kau ni rina.. memalukan minah minah blogger!
RiNa_Mampat says:
hahahaa...

«»GERL_SACHEK«»™ ` says:
eh2..bobal2 minah dah pass...kite jadi wanita warak pulak ahh.

and we changed our nicks to Soleha, Muslimah_mithali,Nur,Wanita melayu terakhir and serikandi islam..

ceritanya,...akanku sambung di lain post.
If you read everything, sungguh bodoh kamu semua. Sesungguhnya kamu membaca bende bodoh ni, haaaaa. Goodnight ya'll! Muaaahh!!!

Friday, February 8, 2008

I saw someone cried today. He really shouldn't have.

One of my grandmothers left us,after 10 years of bein paralysed. I am relieved that she doesnt need to go through anymore suffering. 10 years is long enough.

What does it mean if we end up looking for a kubur that doesnt seem to be there even though we were pretty sure it was there the last time we went. It was like, something covered our eyes on that very moment so that we wouldnt find that kubur. There were like 8 or 9 people. But none of us could track it down. I was so tired of bending down and selak-ing every kain putih of the batu nihsan to check out the names. :/

As i didn't know where to go. I just had to go over to Cik Isham's place as well and slacked with them. And laugh over American Idol auditions.And of course, I couldn't resist Baby Irfan.ARGH. Who coulddddd!!!

JUST LOOK AT HIM!!!!!!!!

HAPPY HARI RAYA CINA FOR ALL THE CINA TAK CEBOK.

OOOPS.

MEMOK.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Anyway,its just one of those days I am FREE enough to edit pictures.Im FREE.WOW.And i cants waits fors this Friday!! See ya babes.

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Maybe we're trying,trying to hard.

Still. Given all that could have gone wrong, and all that went right, I am trying.Back to reality with a bump. And after all my fretting, I'm delighted to report that today went swimmingly. I'm not sure what all my worrying in the previous post was about, really. I will never get enough of you.

Oh anyways, the current blog song is for my Yasmin and Diyanah.

Both of you are going to smile because you deserve to.

Forget about all those useless boyfies you had.

No offence though.

better in time.

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my conversation with my Naddy.I still find it funny.

`NaDDy says:
we're like the best of the best 1st hand girls ok..
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
ahahahaha
`NaDDy says:
and im proud of that
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
YESSS
`NaDDy says:
hahahaha
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
I AM TOO
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
AND TOGETHER WE ARE THE VIRGINSSS!

NaDDy says:
we are the virgins
`NaDDy says:
hahaha
`NaDDy says:
yea

`NaDDy says:
lau dua2 tkde experience.
`NaDDy says:
its better

t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
make love is different from fucking or having sex

*maaf for the un-censcored-ness*
`NaDDy says:
its same luh
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
nopeee
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
if awak dah kahwin ngn die
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
of course it means he is ur soulmate
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
and u love each other
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
and do it with love
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
is different frm doing it plainly with nafsu

`NaDDy says:
bt at the end of the day, u still hv a dick in ur hole.

*chet.censcored.jgn marah*
`NaDDy says:
-.-
`NaDDy says:
its the same
`NaDDy says:
hahahahha
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
EWWW
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
how can u put it that wayy
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
ewwwwwwwww
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
nadiah
`NaDDy says:
hhaha..
`NaDDy says:
its the fact awk
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
u just made my fantasies disgusting
`NaDDy says:
tskkk
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
ahahahahah
`NaDDy says:
ahahaha
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
yar
`NaDDy says:
im sori..
`NaDDy says:
bt its the fact
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
aahhaha\
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
it is it is
`NaDDy says:
u hv to accpt the disgusting fact
`NaDDy says:
yucks
t i q . ;tried to take a picture. says:
YUCKS
`NaDDy says:
hahaha..

Monday, February 4, 2008

Goodbye, January.

Well,goodbye to January. I've had it with you. I didn't like you very much. I have had it with you too. Absolutely had it.

Friggin' tired of every single thing. Of school. Of home.Of this friggin' home. Yes,typical teenager right? Well,I don't care what you think. My family is different from yours. My family is not as together or as happy as yours. And its sucky.

BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN.FAHAM TAK BOSANNNNNNN, B TO THE O TO THE SAN. BO.SAN. BOSAN.! I just wish she would just shut the F up right now. I am going bonkers. ARGH.

Anyway. It's Monday. And later tonight you will find me here, thrilling you with the soundtrack to my week. Tomorrow, you will find me here, blogging aimlessly. That's assuming that the weather, long bus rides and last minute meetups with my girls don't conspire to spoil my weekend. This includes, a smidgen of eating out, and a lot of GIRLIE GOSSIPING. No thinking about work. On the gossip front, i'm hoping i can meet my girls real soon again.

I gave the internship company a call just now and all I get are "im sorry i havent had the time to read your resume yet" a and big slamdown of the phone. People can be so rude at times when they think they are some big shots or something. I am NOT looking forward to working in that company now.And ,its sucky.

And you tend to forget someone when you are having fun or enjoying yourself. It was totally unintentional. I didn't realise till it was slapped straight to my face. I forgot my friend. When i was hip-hip-hooraying with the others. How selfish can I be.I forgot my own friend. Im so sorry.And its sucky.

And im sick of doing primary school maths.The reason being is because I cant do them. yes. i cant even do a primary 4 question. PRIMARY 4.Can you believe that. And guess what my brother said.
"Kau masuk poly pon tak guna seh."
Wahh, best kan kan kan kan kan. Tapi ada betul jugak apa adik aku cakap. Im so stupid that I cant even do a simple maths questions. And again, its sucky.But im somehow angry that he didnt even appreciate me trying to do the question.If im so stupid, why didnt he just ask his other BRILLIANT brother. why ask me. Kan? yes, Its sucky.

And since interview is drawing near, I had to buy formalwear and I can just afford a normal black top from G2000,that also its because it was on sale and i and Khai bought the same thing so we got it cheaper. I feel so CHEAPPPPP sometimes. That put aside, I SPENT HUNDREDS on my projects. I tell you, without these projects, I am one RICH BITCH. and its sucky.

And i dont know why i keep getting irritated so easily these few days. Maybe period's coming. AND ITS SUCKY.

Oh well, Nadiah, IT SUCKS TO BE ME.im not joking. haha. i can't believe im laughing.

I'll be back. Hopefully in a better humour.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

It is that tingling sensation you get.
Just that this time it runs through my whole body.
For all the wrong reasons.
No no. Right reasons.
The real right reasons.
Im kissing those days goodbye.
I am in for this.
For myself.

And for my pillar of support.
i miss him terribly.

time after time.

MAMASE MAMASA MAMAKOSA.

Of course, tak akan kering gusi kalau keluar dengan ini anak anak. we sang loudly in the streets of Orchard, we beat and pinch the hell out of each other, we made fun of each other, kutuk kuruk orang sama-sama. AHH. I JUST LOVE IT when im with them. More more please babes. Oh yar, Valentines, its gonna be a triple date. Diy.Min.Tiq.AGAIN.

*U single?I single!!!*

and i got my NANATHAI.

No comments on my face lah.

And of course, not forgetting the cari-astranaut-dekat-$2 joke. Saw Alyph and suddenly teringat the joke he gave me so I gave Min, and she cant guess it. Bende merepek pon boleh jadi bahan ketawa.

nothing will come close to being enough.

clapclap.