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I don't describe myself.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

"FREDDY! MANA MAKANAN AKU??!"
Yasmin was really really hungry.


Meet up with babes, including liy.after so long of not meeting her.
Si penjual nasi ayam ni kan dah busy. so it was nice to see her again.
Usual talks. Usual craps. Usual laughs.
Oh i love you all to death lah okay.
Remember that.
okay. the photographer decided not to include me in the pic.
masih tak nampak. nampak mata je.
bile dah nampak, muka aku buruk nak mampuih. pipi distorted. mcm hamster.





i still love them.
and the tulangs and som soms we seduts.

ishq.




Thursday, September 27, 2007

Fahmi, stay strong cuz.
Its really hard,i know.
Try okay cuz, try.
Im right here.
Okay.so this song makes me high.
Siapa taknak join headbanging pegi pause lagu.
siapa nak.
mari kita headbang sama sama.
woooooooooo.
\m/


Hello World.
Sorry but this post is specially for my sexy makcik and Mat.

Firstly,I am sorry if you both think that ignored what you both said and initiated. I honestly had no intentions of doing so. I have no reason to do so either. We weren't fighting nor were we angry at each other initially. As far as i remembered, i did look up and nodded my head to agree to your decisions. Or maybe im just, well, too engrossed in the model-making, like you mentioned. I have no intentions of making things turn out this way and have no intentions to be rude or to ignore the both of you. That, I am sorry.

Secondly,since Khai wouldn't say anything more than she did. Let me do so. Because, me, Khai as well as Brandon did talk about this whole situation. This whole misunderstanding. I am actually dissappointed when Bran told me either one of you said " our design is so nice and you all(me,khai and bran) make the model like this." Which means that our model is not good enough, to live up to the good design. Maybe yes, the workmanship suck afterall. But the least you could do is point out your views straight to my face, and yes, i would accept that critic, and yes, i would happily redo the whole model if you want me to. If the workmanship sucks for you, and you dont like my work, I would redo it, because, its a group work afterall. And everyone, especially you, Mat, being our group leader, would have high expectations in all our work. I have no problem if you point out my mistakes.

Thirdly, I was so so so so lost when i personally bring the model to show to the both of you, happy that we are actually done with our work, but i got cold silence instead. And when i thought of it again, the model wasn't that bad-looking. Afterall, it is just a mock up model. And me, Khai and Bran agreed that the model wasn't that bad. And again, i overlooked this, and i am sorry, i shall be more particular about my whole workmanship after this.

Fourth. Cindy. I am hurt. that u gave the cold shoulder. Yes. I admit. I was wrong in some ways as well. But it is not nice of you to answer me that way when i asked you a question nicely.

I am not blaming anybody in this whole situation. The stress got the best of all of us. And i could sense tension whenever we are together. I do hope this improve but things did change. And we did drift apart.

We are in a group. We are doing a REAL LIFE project. All of you had been through soooo many projects. And all of you know that groups will definitely face problems. But we could sit down and talk our problems out like adults. Not give cold shoulders and ignores and yeah-whatever-you-ignored-me-so-let-me-ignore-you-back kinda attitude. I apologise if i ever did make any mistakes, intentionally or not. I really hope things will turn around.For the better. And yar, you know yourselves, its childish to act this way. Its very primary school-ish. So lets be adults and talk things out. No more cold shoulders.

I've said what I wanted.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Ar-robi'
& many more to come.
today was loveeee. with "abg" stripe. mak ai...
"bang" stop pakai stripe ah.
later i buy you more shirts.
pfft.
ewww stoppit eh abang.
i shall call you small boy now okay hilmi.
and so,break fast was at Secret Recipe. Not much comments.
Its actually quite affordable.
Ah yelah, aku kata camni pon pasal aku makan free. (:
But yar, the food was okayy, company's great.
What more can i ask for on the 25th.
after a freaking schoolday.

and check out this little girl headbanging to Iron Maiden.
cute. tapi macam seram pon ade.
takpe. asal rock sudah.

it feels just like primary school.
when you dont even know whats your fault.
and people just started treating you cold.
PEOPLE CHANGE. ABRUPTLY OR NOT.
THEY CHANGE.

HDB MADNESS.






Saturday, September 22, 2007

LATINO HEAT.


i love Jaslene and im glad she won ANTM8.
im not sure why most of ya'll dont like her.
but i still think she's gonna be a good role model.
she's so friendly and honest and she definitely have a good heart.
well, from what i saw on TV at least.
bring in the latino heat mama.

i just wished she has little more meat to support those bones.
gawd,its like they are asking for help or something.
but then again, if only my body was as slim as hers.
FUH.
and yasmin,you're the sweetest darl.
thanks for the song.
and of course, suara kau,
power seperti usual.

truly.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

WOOOAAHHHHH. WORRRRKKKKK WASSS SUPERB YESTERDAY.
didn't had that much fun at work for a long time.
our manager went home early because he is not feeling well.
so another of our female manager took over.
and it was party time.
everyone went berserk during closing time.
the whole Seoul Garden thumped with music beats.
we seriously turned on the radio till max volume.
and all of us.
all lah sey, even the freaking foreigners who dont know how to speak english,
sang "beautiful girls" as we work.
and all the nonsensical stuffs we did.
omg omg omg.
my stomach aches just because i laughed too much.
love work.
and that is a not so good thing.
because im supposed to leave this work.
heee.
and oh! Brandon and Mat saw me without tudung since they came over to my workplace.
And my friend says Mat's hot hot hot.
And khai is sweeet. (:


I NEED MORE POPIAH ORDERS.

i hope.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i found something i like.
but its effing 200 bucks per set.
mampos.
aku keje pagi petang siang malam kat seoul garden pon takkan dapat nyer.
sudahlah atiqah.
pakai baju last year je.
ppppppffft.
for 2 years now.
keep on wearing the same outfit.
wth lah kann.
i dont want syawal!
takde mood lah seyy.


fejiefhkljh;ehtoeitt.

las

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

TANNNNNNNN..TAANNNNN..TANPAAAAKU SEEDAARIIII..
airmataku mengalirrr~~~~~~~
gosh. i used to sing that song with twinny.haha.
okay. heres a list of kuihs my mom would make.
so korang korang yang berat buntut. yang berat tangan.
tak larat nak buat kuih sendiri.
order yer. jangan malu malu.
(:
you can call the lioness yourself. kekeke.
or you can just call me or just tag here.
support lah orang anak 6.
wahahahahahahaha.
kay see ya.
Selamat berpuasa ya'll.





damn easy.

Monday, September 17, 2007

tired lah aku.
maaf eh takde updates.
gosssh.
why did i even think of taking a real life project in the first place.
good news: 2 weeks "break"
bad news: its not a break afterall.
i have to do work.
pppftt.
penat seyy tak bedek.

Friday, September 14, 2007

DONT ask why. I just felt like doing it.


*the person who tagged you: Nadiah As'ari
*my relationship with her: my lover dunia akhirat. (:

*5 impressions you have on her/him: skinny, talks too much, care too much,skinny and skinny.

*memorable thing she/he has done for you: being there everytime.

*most memorable thing she/he has said to you: awak.i think miss you awak.

*if she/he becomes your lover, you will: make sure she eats so we can be very happy lesbian partners. (:

*if she/he becomes your lover, you will: make her eat again. and of course of course, treat her right. hahahaha! cliche.

*if she/he becomes your enemy, the reason would be: i made her mad.

*if she/he becomes your enemy, you will: go crazy.

*your overall impression for her/he: she just cares too much for others who dont even care that she cares. geddit.

*how do you think the people around you feel about you: errr. an irritating and annoying girl that eats too much?

*characteristics you love about yourself: i can eat and eat and eat and not feel guilty. HOW GOOD IS THAT!

*characteristics you hate about yourself: i can eat and eat and eat and not feel guilty. Shit.
*the most ideal person you want to be is: MAHATMA GANDHI. he doesnt eat sia....

*for the people you care about, what would you like to say: aww. you guys and girls are swweeeeettteessstttt friends. thank you manyak manyak lah horr.


*Please pass this around to 10 ppl who you wold like to know how they feel about you.
oh.those who did it already. dont do lah kay.
1) Khairiah
2) Cindy
3) Dillah
4) Ayuni
5) Syafiq
6) Amalina
7) Syam
8) Nabila
9) Liyana


*who is no.6 having relationship with: Erm. some hot guy.
*is no.9 female or male: feeeeeeeemale.
*if no.7 and no.9 be together, will they be good: Hohoho. yes they will. Syam's a sweet guy. (:
*what is no.2 studying: Interiorrr designn!
*when was the last time you chat with no.3: oh.its been so long.during my sec sch days?
*what type of music does no.8 like: hmm.I think she prefers malay songs. hmm. maybe Indonesian songs. those peterpan and whatsnot.
*does no.1 have siblings: heee. the only brother she has.
*will you woo no.3: I WOULD!! TOTALLY! shes gorgeous.serious tak bedek.
*how about no.7: errr. i dont wooo guys. hahaha.imma lesbo.
*is no.4 single: can i ask her?
*whats the surname of no.5: APEKBUKIT. fullname: APEKBUKIT SYAFIQ RIDHUAN.
*whats the hobby of no.4: READ READ READDDD!
*does no.5 and no.9 get along well: HAHAHAH! NO! they always have something to argue about.
*where is no.2 studying: in some stupid school that dont give breaks for their students.
*say someting casual about no.1: Khai,if you're fat,what am i?
*have you ever develop feelings for no.8: i love my one and only nadiah.
*where does no.9 live: Johor baru jalan sekupang.Right. JB.
*what colour does no.4 like: eh. i dont know lehh.all those bright colours?red maybe?
*are no.1 and no.5 best friends: nope,but they could be. haha!
*does no.7 like no.2: Oh,they get along pretty well!
*how did you get to know no.2: she just appeared. (:
*does no.1 have any pets: pet monkey.
*is no.7 the sexiest person in the world: wwooo. syam kau sexy tak??! hey, he can do the smacckkkk that dance.



parallel stripes.



whose birthday is it? MY DADDY! Whose birthday is it?
MY DADDY LAH.
Pak Rocker ku turns a year older today.
May Allah protect him always.
From any danger, from any mishaps or any evil eyes.
May he always be in the pinkkkkkk of health.
May his voice be still as rockerish as it is now.
ERK. (:
Its all good bebeh.
Happy birthday ayah.
Yesterday was the first day for Ramadhan.
It was kinda sad, since I was in school till night.
Break fast with Khai.
And guess what our break fast was.
Soggy MCD fries and an unappetizing McChicken.
What to do......What to do.......
Belum kahwin. Buka sendiri lah.
(:
Oh.yar. i managed to finish my website.
LIKE WOOOHHHOOOO.
And i found out i dont have subjects next week.
So basically i have "2-weeks holidays."
But oh. Still have that HDB project.
pppfftt. baru nak rest.
anyways.
THANK YOU khai for accompanying me in school lately.
Gifford, Joseph, Samantha, Azmi that helped me with my website.
AND OF COURSE,MY DEAR PHOTOGRAPHER, DIYANAH ZULPAKAR.
THANK YOU THANK TOU THANK YOU.
checkout my website.
comments and critics please.
my first ever website design.
diyanah and nadiah, your pictures are under my photography page.




eh please eh. I did this website in 3 days, when its supposed to be done in 3 weeks.
so, its not that nice lah. woooots. Still! IM DONE!
SELAMAT BERPUASA EBERIBODIII.
chaiya chaiya!

Wednesday, September 12, 2007




you're my three word emotion;



the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being



Selamat Hari Lahir Syaiful Hilmi Bin Sueb.

(:



Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.



and may you be happy happy happy happy always.



InsyaAllah.






It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way


I love you more and more with each passing day.






iloveyou.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

im fucking tired of school.
i am serious.
i don't even know why i am working my big ass for all this.
fuck. it's so tiring. to be on top.
its all work work work.
projects projects projects.
and no holidays at all.
i am really fucking tired of school.
but i wanted it.
so bad. that i would do anything for it.
and look what it did to me.
i am losing my mind.
i am serious.
i am losing my mind.
someone.
just hold me and slap my face.
so i can just breathe normally again.
so i can be normal.
and be less hard on myself.
yar right atiqah.
trying to be the best.
always trying to be better.
always wanting to score.
always trying be such a perfectionist.
well face it Atiqah.
you just can't.
work my ass out.
and the fact is.
im still down here.




anyways anyhows.
window-shopped at Marina and
went vintage-bag-hunting at sungei road with the girls.
spent 6 bucks on a bag and a dress found.
tiring.but its alllllll goooooood.
they never fail to make me laugh.
macam semut kan orang.

my babes.

ASTARGHFIRULLAHALAZIM.

DANSE MACABRE.


Saturday, September 8, 2007

just the old times.

''had 2 tickets for the danceworks finals at expo but we were still contemplating on whether to go or not. we decided to go, just to avoid town, bloody boring place. since we didnt have night vision eye-sight we sat smack dead centre in the second last row. i must say the view was quite pleasing. woodlands secondary deserves to win, i totally agree. that star-guy of the group sure does know how to work it out.''
-extracted from a girl's blog.
HEY,THERE WAS SOMEONE WHO THOUGHT WE DESERVED TO WIN.

SUNTEC DANCE LATER.
ALL THE BEST FOR TRANZWAVE.
SUPPORTING SFB AS WELL AS THE POWERFUL GIRLS,
I FORGOT THEIR GROUP NAME.
oh diy.. TERENCE. *DROOOOOOOOOLS*
min + diy + tiq = orang gila pon kalah.
boogie in the pants.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

ALL YOU NEED IS HAIRSPRAYYYYY.
What gives a girl Power and punch?
Is it charm, is it poise?
No, it's hairspray!
What gets a gal Asked out to lunch
Is it brains, is it dough?
No, it's hairspray!


If you liked High School Musical, you would like Hairspray.
If you liked High School Musical and you liked Zac Efron, you would like Hairspray.
If did not like High School Musical but you think Zac Efron is cute, you would like Hairspray.
If you think High School Musical just nice, perfect for the irritating teenage 15 year olds, you would like Hairspray.
IF YOU FIND HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL OKAY BUT YOU HATED ZAC EFRON BECAUSE HE IS SO TYPICAL WITH ALL THOSE TEENAGE GIRLS RUNNING AFTER HIM.
oh god. YOU WILL STILL LOVE HAIRSPRAY.
im a zac efron hater-turned-drooler.
HIS EYES IN THAT MOVIE ARE SO ELECTRIFYING.
YES.ELECTRIFYING.
THOSE THAT SENDS POWER JOLTS THROUGH YOUR VEINS.
especially when he does that Elvis-winking thingy.
OMG.
TAK BLEEEHHH ANGGKKAATTT.
Khairiah and Atiqah are now drooling over Zac Efron just like any other girls.
Typical? argh.so be it. He is hot in that movie. Trust me.
I LITERALLY MELTED IN MY SEATS.




AND I MISS YOU LAH.
Ska-doo-dle-e-ya



Tuesday, September 4, 2007

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU KEPADA MOHAMED HAIKEL DAN ZULIZA. SEMOGA PERKAHWINAN DIBERKATI ALLAH DAN HINGGA KE ANAK CUCU. (: ABANG HAIKEL, ADORABLE. STILL AS FUNNY AS EVER. EVERN WHEN HE IS SUPPOSED TO BE SCARED, HE STILL JOKES AROUND.




Sweet kan helviana and nazir. they sang together. everybody. awwwww.



and camwhoring dalam bilik pengantin.






mentel kan ni dua anak.

consfirm mentel.
pak pak bing bing.










Saturday, September 1, 2007

HARI GURU.

sms-ed 2 of my teachers since they are the only ones i have saved in my phonebook.
i couldn't join in the celebrations in school like previous years because i was schooling.

MR MIRZA, my primary 5 nd 6 form teacher.
the one that knows almost everything about me at that time.
my family, friends. ehem. bf.
primary 6 dah ade bf. hahahaha.
well till now, when i visit him during Hari Raya.
he would say.
"who ahh,last time kena caught because a boy gave her a gold ring. small small want to bf gf."

he is referring to me lah.
because during primary 6, theres this boy who likes me.
his name is Umar by the way.
Okay this Umar, he stole his sister's gold ring, so that he can give it to me,
as sign that he wants me to be his gf.
i didn't know it was in my bag, and when i reached home,
my mum was already speaking with Umar's mum on the phone.
i checked my bag and there it was. the gold ring.
wrapped with a freaking fullscap paper with "i nak stead ngan you" on the paper.
tulisan pon tak betol lagi, nak ade matair.
hahahaha. GAWD. that boy.
the last i heard from him was that he is serving his NS.
but still, Mr Mirza, is the teacher that everyone loves.
both 5J and 6J, we were taught by him.
and he was the gerek one at that point of time.
how time flies.

me: Happy Happy teachers day Mr Mirza, sorry i can't come today,schooling lah. So here's just an sms. Happy happy teachers day!!!!
him: Thanks Atiqah. you think i can forget all of you? Stay cool.

stay cool? ape lah sehh. sejak bila aku cool. hahahah!

and the other one is miss Veronica Lim.my english teacher during sec 2.

me: Happy teachers day miss lim, Im sorry i cant make it for the celebration this year. have an enjoyable teachers day. (:
her: Thank you thank you! thank you for remembering this teacher on this day! u have a great day.

well, here's something. Pak Rockerku menyanyi di dalam bilik.
naughty me recorded his voice. Sorry couldn't get his face though.
and that on the bed is my youngest brother
.

oops. the video is senget. and its dark. oh well. just listen then.

whacked.