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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Hello World.
Sorry but this post is specially for my sexy makcik and Mat.

Firstly,I am sorry if you both think that ignored what you both said and initiated. I honestly had no intentions of doing so. I have no reason to do so either. We weren't fighting nor were we angry at each other initially. As far as i remembered, i did look up and nodded my head to agree to your decisions. Or maybe im just, well, too engrossed in the model-making, like you mentioned. I have no intentions of making things turn out this way and have no intentions to be rude or to ignore the both of you. That, I am sorry.

Secondly,since Khai wouldn't say anything more than she did. Let me do so. Because, me, Khai as well as Brandon did talk about this whole situation. This whole misunderstanding. I am actually dissappointed when Bran told me either one of you said " our design is so nice and you all(me,khai and bran) make the model like this." Which means that our model is not good enough, to live up to the good design. Maybe yes, the workmanship suck afterall. But the least you could do is point out your views straight to my face, and yes, i would accept that critic, and yes, i would happily redo the whole model if you want me to. If the workmanship sucks for you, and you dont like my work, I would redo it, because, its a group work afterall. And everyone, especially you, Mat, being our group leader, would have high expectations in all our work. I have no problem if you point out my mistakes.

Thirdly, I was so so so so lost when i personally bring the model to show to the both of you, happy that we are actually done with our work, but i got cold silence instead. And when i thought of it again, the model wasn't that bad-looking. Afterall, it is just a mock up model. And me, Khai and Bran agreed that the model wasn't that bad. And again, i overlooked this, and i am sorry, i shall be more particular about my whole workmanship after this.

Fourth. Cindy. I am hurt. that u gave the cold shoulder. Yes. I admit. I was wrong in some ways as well. But it is not nice of you to answer me that way when i asked you a question nicely.

I am not blaming anybody in this whole situation. The stress got the best of all of us. And i could sense tension whenever we are together. I do hope this improve but things did change. And we did drift apart.

We are in a group. We are doing a REAL LIFE project. All of you had been through soooo many projects. And all of you know that groups will definitely face problems. But we could sit down and talk our problems out like adults. Not give cold shoulders and ignores and yeah-whatever-you-ignored-me-so-let-me-ignore-you-back kinda attitude. I apologise if i ever did make any mistakes, intentionally or not. I really hope things will turn around.For the better. And yar, you know yourselves, its childish to act this way. Its very primary school-ish. So lets be adults and talk things out. No more cold shoulders.

I've said what I wanted.


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