sometimes illusions aren't so simple.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

RYYAN SPENCER RONALD.

1989-2007

IN LOVING MEMORY.

I MISS YOU RYYAN. WE MISS YOU.

ITS REALLY HEARTBREAKING TO SEE YOU GO.

ALL WE REALLY WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO OPEN YOUR EYES THE DAY WE VISITED YOU. AND SO YOU CAN KNOW,THAT WE ARE HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT. BUT GOD LOVES YOU MORE. AND YOU LEFT US. WE WILL MISS YOUR DUCKY VOICE. WE WILL MISS YOUR LAUGHTER. WE WILL MISS EVERYTHING. RYYAN SPENCER, A FRIEND WITH A BIG BIG HEART, A FRIEND WHO WAS ALWAYS THERE WHEN IN NEED. A FRIEND WHOM EVERYONE LOVES.

I WILL MISS THOSE DAYS YOU KEEP COMPLAINING ABOUT YOUR BIG NOSE.

I WILL MISS THOSE DAYS YOU ASKED IF I HATE YOUR DUCKY VOICE.

AND I WILL MISS THOSE DAYS YOU WALKED ME HOME.

I WILL MISS THOSE LAME JOKES YOU MADE.

I WILL MISS THE COOKIES YOU BAKED FOR ME.

YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND RYYAN.

REST IN PEACE MY DEAR FRIEND.

FRIENDS, DO MAKE TIME FOR YOUR LOVED ONES. BECAUSE YOU MAY NEVER KNOW WHAT HAPPEN. AND IF IT TAKES YOU TO LOSE THAT PERSON FOR YOU TO FINALLY APPRECIATE HIM OR HER, YOU CAN JUST REGRET.AND REGRETS, WILL BE OF NO USE ANYMORE.

MY CONDOLENCES TO RYYAN'S FAMILY.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Daddy singing at a wedding.
and Fahimah giving him the vase of flowers.
(:

Maaf senget,.

People, Do pray for Ryyan Spencer Ronald. He is such a great great friend of mine, and I'm sure, others' as well. He recently met with a bike accident and is still unconcsious even after more than a week in hospital. He is in a really really bad condition and all the doctors can do now, is wait. So, anyone who knows him, please, just pray that at least there will be some improvements in his condition, so the docs can operate on him as soon as possible. Its very much appreciated.

I just received news. That his condition is still not stable. No improvements yet.
Me and my friends couldnt bear to see him in that state. Believe me, you wouldnt wanna see your dear friend in that kind of state. So please. Pray.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

PLEASE SPEAK SOFTLY, CAUSE THEY CAN HEAR US.

It was Dynsigner's birthday last weekend, and i was the first to wished him. Haha.Like finally, I came first in something. :D Smsed him my wish and he called me.

Dyn: Erm..who is this?
Me: Atiqah lah lenger.
Dyn: Oh.I think you got the wrong number.
And i believed him.
Me: Oh really? Sorry?
Dyn: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.LENGER.KENE TIPU.
Me: *expected it* KONGHAJA.
Dyn: YOU NOE WHAT! You're the first person to wish me. Im like waiting since just now seh. takde satu sms pon.check friendster pon tkde wish.
Me: Of course lah. i remember. write inside diary somemore.
Dyn: Yar, confirm u tulis kat calender, my name abeh kat sebelah my name letak "hopes he asks me out that day"
Me: Eh kau. tahu malu tk.
Dyn: hahahaha.Eh thanks thanks.

He was happy. And i was happy. And i dont know why i posted that convo. Then we continued to talk nonsense.talked about life,talked about his girlfriend.yada yada. It was nice to catch up a little.

Well these are the wedding photos. Thanks Naddy for accompanying me somehow. Sorry cause all the flower girl thingy did not work out. Hmmm. Theres too many pictures, and this sch's comp is lagging so im lazy. And Naddy, accept the fact that jodoh itu di tangan tuhan. Stop saying the girl deserves a better looking guy. Haha. Cause my neighbour is a nice and sincere guy. LOL. But yar. I still wonder lah kan. 10 years age gap baby. 10 years.

Nurul Iman,newest addition to the Noordin family.

Raja dan Permaisuri for the day. *DROOLS* Shes damn damn pretty.

The sayang and the fatty bom bom.

The matrips bawah block. younger cousins plus Fahmi.

The sister and the Matrip again.Nadiah agreed he looks like one.

Awww sikit.

Had a blasting weekend I should say. I will post videos of my dad singing soon. Or if Im nice, and kulitku tebal setebal khinzir, I will post a video of me and my cousins goofing around. Him eksyen eksyening playing the guitar and me,singing to paramore. Plus, an ultraman dance we did. Plus me singing to Nobody's Home with DADDDDDYYY. Daddy played guitar. And i sang. In front of my cousins. For the first time. Wooots. Kay lah. Im going to continue slog in this lab till 11 pm.
PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS.

He remembered i love Snickers. I remembered he loved Menthos. He said thank you.
"Eat properly ah awak,nevermind, become fat also nevermind"
And i was happy. For a moment.

this conspirancy against me.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

People are strange, Turn back the clock baby.

3D is fun lahhhhh.

I can create my own rooms.The first one's not nice.

Well,it was my first try. But i like my kitchen.

Considering it's done within a day, i think my kitchen looks pretty acceptable.

My neighbour is getting married this weekend, this means, i have a new friend.

Haha. I am soo excited to meet the girl.

I am so happy for my neighbour, since he had arranged marriages before this,

and sadly, both didn't work out.

He totally deserves a nice good girl who appreciates him.

Alhamdulillah, he found one.

and InsyaAllah, may everything go as planned this Sunday.

Currently,I am so so busy with school that i don't even have proper meals.

Yar,Hilmi would like that lah. So i can slim down lah kann.

There was once I had only a currypuff the whole day.

Heh.Slim down? yar right.

I eat more when I'm stressed.

Paramore's coming to Singapore.

Diy. Save up.

Khai,save up.

We're sooo going to Paramore's concert.

CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH BABY!!

misery business.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Am i like missing out alot here?Its been weeks since I blogged.

Haish. My computer is officially dead.

Its long in the nazak state already and now its really dead.

PANIC GILERRR LAH LEPAS TU.

Syukur Alhamdulillah, my school files and PHOTOS are saved.

PHOTOS baby,PHOTOS.

If I lose them, ah.you should know better. :D

anyways,these are outdated photos.

the fun fun fun i had with my darls over the weekend.

*sumbats-tissues-dalams-hidungss*

Im missing my girls. Im really really missing you girls lah seyy.
and Nadiah my sayang sayang sayang.
when is OUR DATEEE AGAIN.?

oh and i am missing photosessions.
This is one i snapped for Fahimah.

What if your history repeats itself.
And what if you can't bear to go through it again.
And what if you really wanted to help.
But you know,that all this mess is actually caused by you.
well, whatever it is.
If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.
Good Morning bachins.

yeahh.I got it from my MAMA.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

i miss you Diy. I miss you Mimin. and i miss you Naddy.

): ): ): ):

Friday, November 2, 2007

Public speaking isn't so bad afterall.
i have Syafiq,Azli and Astrid with me.
Thank God.

F.All my hari raya pictures are gone.
BECAUSE.
my camera got a freaking virus.
and poof!
all my pictures are gone.

Oh. soon, there will be Student internship.
and i dont even have a strong portfolio to secure me a job.
haisshhh.
friends.
i officially dont have a life.
because in the next few months.
i will be slogging my ass.
doing my portfolio.
my "big" HDB real life project.
plus my current school subjects.
plus thinking about getting a job till i go crazy.
pray for me.
(:

till later.

im shakin.


TIQ. I don't describe myself. Naddy Diyanah Syafiqah Yasmin Nunun Fahimah Izzat Shakir Khairiah Cindy Syahilla Ayuni Sopiute Nabila Seri Ubaida Syafiq Liya Sue Syiqin Marsya Nurul December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010	Thursday, November 29, 2007 RYYAN SPENCER RONALD. 1989-2007 IN LOVING MEMORY. I MISS YOU RYYAN. WE MISS YOU. ITS REALLY HEARTBREAKING TO SEE YOU GO. ALL WE REALLY WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO OPEN YOUR EYES THE DAY WE VISITED YOU. AND SO YOU CAN KNOW,THAT WE ARE HERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT. BUT GOD LOVES YOU MORE. AND YOU LEFT US. WE WILL MISS YOUR DUCKY VOICE. WE WILL MISS YOUR LAUGHTER. WE WILL MISS EVERYTHING. RYYAN SPENCER, A FRIEND WITH A BIG BIG HEART, A FRIEND WHO WAS ALWAYS THERE WHEN IN NEED. A FRIEND WHOM EVERYONE LOVES. I WILL MISS THOSE DAYS YOU KEEP COMPLAINING ABOUT YOUR BIG NOSE. I WILL MISS THOSE DAYS YOU ASKED IF I HATE YOUR DUCKY VOICE. AND I WILL MISS THOSE DAYS YOU WALKED ME HOME. I WILL MISS THOSE LAME JOKES YOU MADE. I WILL MISS THE COOKIES YOU BAKED FOR ME. YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD FRIEND RYYAN. REST IN PEACE MY DEAR FRIEND. FRIENDS, DO MAKE TIME FOR YOUR LOVED ONES. BECAUSE YOU MAY NEVER KNOW WHAT HAPPEN. AND IF IT TAKES YOU TO LOSE THAT PERSON FOR YOU TO FINALLY APPRECIATE HIM OR HER, YOU CAN JUST REGRET.AND REGRETS, WILL BE OF NO USE ANYMORE. MY CONDOLENCES TO RYYAN'S FAMILY. 1:59 PM · Monday, November 26, 2007 Daddy singing at a wedding. and Fahimah giving him the vase of flowers. (: Maaf senget,. 11:05 PM · People, Do pray for Ryyan Spencer Ronald. He is such a great great friend of mine, and I'm sure, others' as well. He recently met with a bike accident and is still unconcsious even after more than a week in hospital. He is in a really really bad condition and all the doctors can do now, is wait. So, anyone who knows him, please, just pray that at least there will be some improvements in his condition, so the docs can operate on him as soon as possible. Its very much appreciated. I just received news. That his condition is still not stable. No improvements yet. Me and my friends couldnt bear to see him in that state. Believe me, you wouldnt wanna see your dear friend in that kind of state. So please. Pray. 12:56 AM · Tuesday, November 20, 2007 PLEASE SPEAK SOFTLY, CAUSE THEY CAN HEAR US. It was Dynsigner's birthday last weekend, and i was the first to wished him. Haha.Like finally, I came first in something. :D Smsed him my wish and he called me. Dyn: Erm..who is this? Me: Atiqah lah lenger. Dyn: Oh.I think you got the wrong number. And i believed him. Me: Oh really? Sorry? Dyn: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.LENGER.KENE TIPU. Me: expected it KONGHAJA. Dyn: YOU NOE WHAT! You're the first person to wish me. Im like waiting since just now seh. takde satu sms pon.check friendster pon tkde wish. Me: Of course lah. i remember. write inside diary somemore. Dyn: Yar, confirm u tulis kat calender, my name abeh kat sebelah my name letak "hopes he asks me out that day" Me: Eh kau. tahu malu tk. Dyn: hahahaha.Eh thanks thanks. He was happy. And i was happy. And i dont know why i posted that convo. Then we continued to talk nonsense.talked about life,talked about his girlfriend.yada yada. It was nice to catch up a little. Well these are the wedding photos. Thanks Naddy for accompanying me somehow. Sorry cause all the flower girl thingy did not work out. Hmmm. Theres too many pictures, and this sch's comp is lagging so im lazy. And Naddy, accept the fact that jodoh itu di tangan tuhan. Stop saying the girl deserves a better looking guy. Haha. Cause my neighbour is a nice and sincere guy. LOL. But yar. I still wonder lah kan. 10 years age gap baby. 10 years. Nurul Iman,newest addition to the Noordin family. Raja dan Permaisuri for the day. DROOLS Shes damn damn pretty. The sayang and the fatty bom bom. The matrips bawah block. younger cousins plus Fahmi. The sister and the Matrip again.Nadiah agreed he looks like one. Awww sikit. Had a blasting weekend I should say. I will post videos of my dad singing soon. Or if Im nice, and kulitku tebal setebal khinzir, I will post a video of me and my cousins goofing around. Him eksyen eksyening playing the guitar and me,singing to paramore. Plus, an ultraman dance we did. Plus me singing to Nobody's Home with DADDDDDYYY. Daddy played guitar. And i sang. In front of my cousins. For the first time. Wooots. Kay lah. Im going to continue slog in this lab till 11 pm. PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS. He remembered i love Snickers. I remembered he loved Menthos. He said thank you. "Eat properly ah awak,nevermind, become fat also nevermind" And i was happy. For a moment. this conspirancy against me. 11:36 AM · Thursday, November 15, 2007 People are strange, Turn back the clock baby. 3D is fun lahhhhh. I can create my own rooms.The first one's not nice. Well,it was my first try. But i like my kitchen. Considering it's done within a day, i think my kitchen looks pretty acceptable. My neighbour is getting married this weekend, this means, i have a new friend. Haha. I am soo excited to meet the girl. I am so happy for my neighbour, since he had arranged marriages before this, and sadly, both didn't work out. He totally deserves a nice good girl who appreciates him. Alhamdulillah, he found one. and InsyaAllah, may everything go as planned this Sunday. Currently,I am so so busy with school that i don't even have proper meals. Yar,Hilmi would like that lah. So i can slim down lah kann. There was once I had only a currypuff the whole day. Heh.Slim down? yar right. I eat more when I'm stressed. Paramore's coming to Singapore. Diy. Save up. Khai,save up. We're sooo going to Paramore's concert. CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH BABY!! misery business. 3:29 PM · Wednesday, November 14, 2007 Am i like missing out alot here?Its been weeks since I blogged. Haish. My computer is officially dead. Its long in the nazak state already and now its really dead. PANIC GILERRR LAH LEPAS TU. Syukur Alhamdulillah, my school files and PHOTOS are saved. PHOTOS baby,PHOTOS. If I lose them, ah.you should know better. :D anyways,these are outdated photos. the fun fun fun i had with my darls over the weekend. sumbats-tissues-dalams-hidungss Im missing my girls. Im really really missing you girls lah seyy. and Nadiah my sayang sayang sayang. when is OUR DATEEE AGAIN.? oh and i am missing photosessions. This is one i snapped for Fahimah. :D What if your history repeats itself. And what if you can't bear to go through it again. And what if you really wanted to help. But you know,that all this mess is actually caused by you. well, whatever it is. If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything. Good Morning bachins. yeahh.I got it from my MAMA. 2:45 AM · Wednesday, November 7, 2007 i miss you Diy. I miss you Mimin. and i miss you Naddy. ): ): ): ): 11:11 AM · Friday, November 2, 2007 Public speaking isn't so bad afterall. i have Syafiq,Azli and Astrid with me. Thank God. F.All my hari raya pictures are gone. BECAUSE. my camera got a freaking virus. and poof! all my pictures are gone. Oh. soon, there will be Student internship. and i dont even have a strong portfolio to secure me a job. haisshhh. friends. i officially dont have a life. because in the next few months. i will be slogging my ass. doing my portfolio. my "big" HDB real life project. plus my current school subjects. plus thinking about getting a job till i go crazy. pray for me. (: till later. im shakin. 2:43 PM ·