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I don't describe myself.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Wasted time, money and energy. Today's a bad day.Everything doesnt seem to go my way and as planned. And it was supposed to be a surprise,Happy birthday Nadiah.My one and only lovelove twinny.

Today,printed the pictures for the RJC competition.But it was useless.Spent extra money.But when we reached the school,the general office is closed.So we cant submit.And the submission date is 1st April which is on Sunday.Like waddehell.Like April's Fools lah.Not to mention all the money spent on transport and etc.Tsk.Macam nak bakar tu sekolah.I emailed them early in the morning just to confirm if the office is closed.But what!They replied just a few minutes ago.Freak,.I am so darn pissed off about it.

My email to them:
To: The person in-charge

I'm wondering what time does the school close today because I wanted to send my photo entries today.I tried calling the school but it is known that the school is already closed.I would want to confirm,if wether there is any way I can go there in person to send my entries.Thank you.

Regards,
Atiqah.


Their freaking late reply to me:
Dear Atiqah,I'm afraid the General Office where the entries are to be submitted won't be open today. We're really sorry about the inconvenience; it was a mistake on our part to set the deadline on a Sunday (we had been looking for a date that was easy to remember.) However, the good news is, the deadline for the competition has been extended to the 9th of April (Monday), so you still have some time to submit your entries!Thank you and sorry for the confusion. We look forward to receiving your entries!

Yours sincerely,Lim JiinSSPC Organising Committee

So i am going back on Monday to submit my entries (: And because of all this bullshit,we had to climb in the gate of the school to get in(as recommended by the RJC students) like 3 monkeys.Well,I and Diy got to the other side safely because theres this 2 guys that helped us.Awwww.Macam princess gitu kann.BUT! Yasmin.Ayyyyaaappaaammm.Kesian lah eh.Terslip and tersangkut pat gate. And her position was like Jesus.Tsk.Hilarious.But shite ah.Pity her.She followed us all the way,although she's so lethargic after work.Thanks min. (: And after that got Nad's present and did the "surprise".

Happy Birthday to Mohd Fatris Bin Abdullah too. Gosh.Why is everyone having their birthday today?Im so pokai now.

P.S:To whoever yang terasa,I dont need nor do i expect your apologies.I am so sick of everything.

kewacks.


I am so thankful.
I met up with Fahmi and Shakir after finishing snapping with Nadiah.Thank you Nad by the way,for accompanying me.And yar.Met up with the 2 dudes.By the way, SELAMAT HARI LAHIR kepada Muhammad Fahmi Bin Abdullah.(dah leh amek lesen ah ape lagiii.) okayy.Had a heart-to-heart session with them.It has been a long time since we 3 sat together and actually talk.It was really heartwarming and relieving to know they actually care.I really appreciate them both.I cant say anymore.But i guess,If i had been thinking Im all alone all this while,Im realli wrong.I have great friends(you know who you are) and I have superb cousins.Oh lovelove.I wished things would turn out for the better for the 3 of us.And I love you both. (:

Sometimes people overlook what is in front of them.
"Gajah depan mata tak nampak,semut seberang laut nampak"
If you get what I mean.People tend to take advantage of another just because that someone give in too much everytime something goes wrong.They will tend to ignore the 99% of that someone's good deeds and would rather go on criticising and dwelling on the 1% of the bad and wrongdoings.It is really ridiculous.And because of this,we suffered,our feelings hurt,reputation tarnished. And this is what I experienced myself.It is not easy being a human,mind you.And to become a good human being is another story.Can you at least once,put someone else in front of you,instead of thinking about yourself? Yes,all of you will go,Oh yes I did put someone else before me.But if you think,a small tiny part of heart,a small teeny weeny bit inside your heart would always,always put yourself in front of others.Why?Because we are so used to thinking we are perfect and always right,and others are just some dumbass that is always doing something we cant accept.Well that is not true.The real dumbass are ourselves really.Why are we like this?Why are we so sensitive when it comes to us,and we totally ignore something when its about others.Why cant we start thinking of others before we start doing something?

Well.It all depends on the individual.i know I did alot of thinking.Be strong my friend. And again.I love my cousins.Weeehoo.

he's 18!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

I was strucked by the lazy mood to update my blog these few days.I was just really lazy,thats all.Alot of things happened actually.Too lazy to type though.Yesterday went picture-taking with Diy,to get our photos for the competition.Diy had one perfect pic.Me?Useless.Im still not satisfied.I have alot of ideas,but when it comes to carrying it out,its almost impossible,because first,i dont have the complete basic skills of using the camera,two,i dont have a proper camera, although i had actually accepted the prosumer im using now as 'good enough'.I've come to the fact that its not the camera,the creativity lies in the eyes of the photographer,or so someone had said.I felt like giving up,but i guess Im willing to learn anything to improve myself.I was really grateful,actually we(Diy and me) was really grateful as a kind friend helped us with this basic photography.Well at least now I know what those buttons on the camera are for. (: And unexpectedly,this kind soul is our 'type'.hahaa.Crap crap crap siaaaaaaaaa. And the place we went to catch the sunset was polluted with little insects.I was jumpy all over at first,going berserk to remove all those insects sticking everywhere,my tudung,my shirt even in Diy's pants.huahuahua.But we got used to it and ignored it and chilled.It was a nice experience.We talked about things we shouldnt be talking about.And discussed about things that should never be brought up.But we did.You have NO idea how a guy thinks.Hmmm. School has been normal but I went for the sake of the attendance and though I will watch the videos the lec showed to the class,listened to his humourous way of teaching,I will end up stepping out of the lecture theater not learning anything.Well,bedek ah.I learnt something.Its just that I dont find it useful.But I will still attend anyway.

Well here's some of the snaps.
The sunset.

The tutor.

The partner.

The gemok.

individuality.


Monday, March 26, 2007

I wished my family wasn't this crazy.
I wished my family was normal.
I wished my family was happy.
Like others'.
setback.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Work was surprisingly enjoyable.I had great times laughing my ass out.Because Ama,Farid and Syam are super hilarious gundus. First Farid did this stupid pose just to snap a picture for hte customers.That's blooper no.1. Then Ama had to do this "silly action" thingy,behind Farid.I cant explain but its really funny.And thats blooper no.2.And I said memek memek memek alot of times.But Syam keeps on "nenek aku masih sihat kat rumah" everytime I said memek.Haha! Pekak punye boyan.I said memek lahhhh.And thats blooper no.3. Eh.Wait.I did a blooper too.Shah asked me something about my eyes.Wether its "sihat" as in,is my eyes perfectly good,so that I dont need to wear any specs or contact lenses.And I said "huh?mata aku senget?" Okayy.dah pekak pekak jugak lah si anak Ali nie.Blooper no.4. Heee.

I had fun fun.I wished Ama and Syam wouldnt be quitting.And shhessshh.
31st March lah eh last day diorg.Tak bestttttt!! ):

Eh yar.I borrowed a book.Since I finished the other one,Im going to read this one now.
Me and Khai dont have any idea wether we are having class tommorow.As in.Monday.
We're going anyway.Okayy.jishfsgnkngkre.

NO FREAKING BREAK TILL YEAR 2. Goddamn waddefreakinkinkyy.

Its ridiculous.Im still thinking about you.

mepeks and boyans.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Oh I'm loving my blog song.
Can never get tired of Avenged Sevenfold.
soul.








Im done with my book.


and im done watching heroes till epi 18.
and stumbled upon this silly picture =)


page 351.

Friday, March 23, 2007

So my day was spent with Khai Cin and Sya.But Sya went off earlier.We did some shopping in Chinatown then head to Orchard to sort of accompany Sya to work and continued our window-shopping.And for the first time in my life,I am so damn proud to tell this.

I stepped and sat and DRANK in Starbucks. 6.40pm,Wheelock Place.Hell yeah.Finally.Aku ni kan ulu.Jadi macam excited ah.
Okayy,laugh all you want.I had the caramel thingy,see i dont even know the names of the coffee. But its super nice.We had long talks in there.Sat for like hours and chatted.You know what.I love those talks.Psssst.Im really getting along with you two okayy.And I hope its gonna stay this way.

"I love cats ya noe..cuz..erm..its like..their eyes are like..err..so sexxy ya noe.."
We keep on..Sorry..I keep on imitating this someone.The way he/she bitch around and the way he/she did the hand gestures when he/she said that sentence.Ouh.Let his/her identity stay as a secret.Because its dangerous.And yeah baby.The real mean girls is here.And IM the chief. NOT.

Anyways,on the way home in the MRT,(banyak eh cerita aku pasal MRT), theres this lady and her son.The lady sat beside me and her son was standing in front.

Son:Mom.My mp3.
Mom:Here(passing him the mp3).But not too loud,You will get deaf.
Son:But mom,im in the MRT,its hard to listen if its not loud.
Mom: I said not too loud.Or you shall return me that mp3.
Son: Okayy.Okayy.

And he listened to his mp3.But I guess he doesnt care about his mom.Because I could hear the faint music of Hillary Duff's "Fly." I was surprised that kind of moms do exist? A mom that controls everything,even how loud you should be listening to your mp3. Sheesh.Life's hell.

I spent all my money on this necklace ..and and. a BOOK. Shocked? No? yeah.Its called "Does my head look big in this?".I just had to buy it,anyway,its been so long since I started reading,so I guess its time for me to start flipping the pages again.Its basically a book about and Arab-American girl,who had to endure problems,by wearing the Hijab a.k.a tudung a.k.a scarf.She's in an American school,and she suddenly decides to wear the Hijab.So imagine what her friends would say.I feel as if I could relate to it.Its extremely funny,giggled to myself in the MRT and people are like staring at me as if im a madwoman.I cant wait to continue reading.

Here's a paragraph from the book:
I lie in bed that night and replay the scene over and over in my head.Im experiencing a new identity,a new expression of who I am on the inside,but I know that Im not alone.Im not breaking new ground.Im sharing something with millions of other women around the world and it feels so exciting.I was experiencing a feeling of empowerment and freedom.In this Hijab, kneeling before Allah,that I feel a strange sense of calm.I feel like nothing can hurt me,and nothing else matters.And that's when I know Im ready.(to wear the Hijab).

44.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

FINALLY!
Raja dan Permaisuri for the day.
The girls.

The guys.

Us and adik pengantin.

The adorable bidadari in pink.

My new found crush.

And the slide.Enjoy.(:







lip ice.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007



I wasted my time to Tampines today.

8am: Took bus from Woodlands.
9am:Reached beloved school.
Found out there's no class.
9.15am:Submitted my assignments at my lec's room.
10am: Boarded bus back to Woodlands.

So I travelled 1 long hour just to be in school for 15 minutes.
Weeeehhooo.Yay me.(:

fridafrida.

Monday, March 19, 2007

Im so pissed.I did the post for the pictures for 3 freaking times.And everytime I published it, there will be an error.Arrggh! So.I will do it another day,or I will eat this keyboard.
Damn jflfhgnksnkhhngknkhsgih Blogger.
Nad,Nasir,Seri and whoever who wants the pics..come online in msn please,and i will pass you.

thankyouveryvery(:

butterugly.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada
Izhar Bin Awaluddin dan Rasyedah Binte Ahmad Raqi.
Sorry if i got the names wrong,the berkat wrote only their first names.
Semoga kekal sehingga ke anak cucu dan selalu dimurahkan rezeki.(:

Well,this afternoon went to Nab's Bro's wedding.It was kinda grand.Its held at the CC.Much better than under the void decks I should say because I was perspiring and I needed the aircon badly.I came late,as usual.Supposed to meet at 1pm but I reached 10 minutes later.But its okayy.Since after I reached,theres only Nasir and the gang.Naddy and Liy were late.But Naddy is late due to an acceptable reason.(:

We ate and the newlyweds reached the venue.Theres cute little bidadaris and handsome boys accompanying them.And mind you,they are super cute.They should be around 3 yrs to 9 yrs.And then there's some silat and some tarian by the kompang guys which is really,errr.funny?And tarian by the girls is really nice.And yeah,while eating,theres hussin saaban and yusoff bhai entertaining.And they came up to our table to disturb our group.

hussin saaban:Ah.ni die.aku kesini,ke meja anak anak metropolitan kite.
yusof bhai: ah,kau mane tahu.Ni zaman sekarang.
Hussin saaban: kau tengok,rambut die pon zaman sekarang,*looking at Fadhli.
and then he asked Helmi,
Dalam satu meja yang ada 4 kumbang ni, dan ade 2 bunga yang menyerikan di taman(referring to me and Naddy as Liy have not reached yet),mane satu kamu punye?Helmi was like..errrr.Takde.
Hussin saaban asked Fadhli,Ni yang pakai tudung putih ni sape yang punye.(referring to me).
Fadhli:Orang yang punye.
Hussin:yelah..siapa yang punya?
Fadhli:Hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu.
Haha.And all of us laughed.
He continued to disturb and joke around with us even after Liyana reached.

And then,Hafiz sang a song.His voice is really nice.We talked and enjoyed the show again.And before leaving,Hafiz sang again.This time,its dedicated to MR AHMAD RAQI.hahaha.And while he was singing,Mr Raqi gave him a flower.So sweet right.Well,who could have imagined,Mr Raqi,our discipline master(is it? cos i dont remember) could be Nabila's bro's in laws.Wahahah.It was fun fun to meet the old mates anyway.Me and Din keep on mengutuking someone.Wahahha.(:

And,I have to go watch Ugly Betty and keep on drawing.Haha.Going to complete soon.I will post the pictures when I get the rest from Din and Nab.
Enjoy your night.
imy.
freakazoid.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

I just reached home fom Kak Lina's house.I went with Abang Izzat.Lucky me,he wasn't working today or I will be going there alone.Saw her house,really big lah.And she's getting prettier.I hope I will get an anak sedara soon.(: Did some kendarating and talked crap with the missed cousins.Hahaha.I wont go if my aunty didn't force me to."you better come,if not i wont friend you.I dont care.Bring your friends or bring your bf.All i care is you come.You know me.I wont mind." haha.And I'm like.Okayy lah okayy lah.I shall go.Very tiring.Tommorrow's going to be Nab's bro's wedding.I can't wait to meet my old mates.

And I've drawn only two cartoon faces.when im supposed to draw 10.And I still have 10 real faces.And another last final piece.Hahah.Im really slacking for this month's subjects.I skipped classes and I put aside my assignments.Instead I went photosessions,outings,etc.I'm lucky Japanese has ended.And Im dead if i fail Jap.I will have to retake in year 2,which is such a waste of time.Well.I'm off to watch tv and draw draw draw.Like no life like that lahh.


lethargic.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Not for the weak-hearted.


*Some guy offered me his Nikon D40 for 700bucks.
butinomoneyhowww.
and mimin.aku nak tengok gambar kau dengan najib.
kalau takde aku sepak dahi kau.
mo to the hawked.


Thursday, March 15, 2007


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and when you can't live without your bestfriend.

I love this picture.Edited a little bit though.
I am now in school waiting for my freaking 3Pm japanese class.
Mugcow,mendak rabs kalimans siaaa.
I dont know what else to do.
I want to edit pictures,but I dont have any.
And all my other friends are either smoking at pondok or having classes.
Im hungry but I won't eat alone.Today,is my last Japanese class.
Hip hip Hooray .yabayabayaba!I so can't wait.
And after this,Im rushing to ECP to join in the BBQ.
I couldn't make it yesterday night because my dad doesn't allow me to go.
As usual.But I am going tonight because the guys are practically begging us.
Theres alot of leftovers and I feel so bad because I'm the one who followed them shopping.
So I am going,its just a matter of wether my dad will find out or not.
If he does,Im such a dead meat.


oh Atiqah,you have once again drowned yourself in one big bowl of hot soup.

tick tock.


Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Oh and so I finally get to see Helviana Binte Mohamed.Since last year,I finally get to see her.She's still the same.

Still small.
Still short.
Still pretty.
Still adorable.
Still fair.
Still hazeline-snow-faced.
And most importantly,
Still with Nazir.
Doink.
I wished our meeting wasn't that short,because even while waiting for my bus to arrive,we are still talking and crapping.Catch up with each other alot.School,life,the old times,the future.I wished everyday could be like today.And i really really missed her.And I am still missing her.Maybe now,I will meet her again like what?2 or 3 months? We will see.
P.S:I need trust.
tell me.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007



I told it. I missed everything.
Oh,I understand.I'm hoping everything will turn out fine okay.(:And if you are reading this,I am seriously not blaming you for anything at all.I really do undertstand,people faced their downs at some point in their lives.All i'm saying is,don't give up,because there's no point since you can give up long ago if you want to.You will always be a great friend to me.And you being a part of my story,even though its just for a moment,I really do appreciate it.Because that short moment were all smiles and laughters for me.I really do appreciate it.Thank you.Goodluck again in everything.You know you can count on me if you need anything,at least if you need someone to talk to.I'm not good with words,but I will definitely listen to you.There's no need for sorries,because no one is at fault.When you feel like you're alone and helpless and you feel as if everything's wrong,remember,I'll be here.(:


evil never gives up.


This morning I went to meet Diy,took the camera from her.Both of us are "departing" from our new found darlings already.Go go camera.Im returning it to school.Heh.On the way home,I cant stop myself from snapping again,And I saw Nasir.Huahuahua.Eh kesian ah kau..nanti aku masak aku home delivery eh pat umah kau..(:.. and anyway. This is the one that i got. But its not exactly what i want it to be.And I skipped my morning lesson.Freaking Lazy.



Mrt.


Tuesday blues and greens and yellows.


Monday, March 12, 2007

Yey! got to meet naddy today.Fun Fun.Went to Bugis and walk and i was supposed to draw but yet again, i didnt.This is the 3rd time I went out to actually draw,but in the end i didnt.After that Naddy shopped and i followed.and met the guys at Shing Sheong because they are too gundu, claiming they dont know what to buy for the BBQ this Wednesday.Well,Hakim grow alot.ALot! He is taller than me now,Mir has longer hair but still blurr sotong and Khafiz never change an inch. haha.And i cant wait for wednesday.I picked up some marshmellows and alot of titbits.And we still have corn and alot of hotdogs.(: Im going to like this Wednesday,I hope.

And now,I have to start drawing.Oh Dont you people believe me.You know I wont.
Alaa.Worst come to the worst, I will just skip my morning class tommorrow.Sheesh.
I'm plain lazy Omg.

keygen.


Work penat gile lah seyy.I messed up alot, dropped plates alot,slept while standing alot, and was laughed at alot.

Atiqah,you sleeping ah?Atiqah what's with you?
Ah beng: Oi atiqah.Your face so black.Its naturally black redy now sulk somemore become blacker.I tink your face blacker than the stove.-John and his neverending mencari pasal dan mengutuk.

I am looooookkkiinnngg foward to this morning.Snap snap again.I hope Woodlands would not dissappoint me. I just realised i dont know how to spell dissappoint.Like this eh?

go back.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Gerek Gileness.Today was awesome.Awesome.
Fun photosession.
From Bukit Panjang to Bugis cemetry.
To aroundaround Bugis.And to Clarke Quay.
And back to Woodlands.
Then,after snapsnap at Woodlands.
We were just too tired and so we went home.
Wow Wow.Took hundreds of shots.
But only 2 was the perfect picture.
And theres this part when we were aroundaround Bugis. The traffic light showed red and all 3 of us rushed in front and took pictures of the busy pedestrians and the lining vehicles.Cool right.I will show the picture soon.And there's this ah beng that keep saying.
"siao ah.Siao ah" Yar.we were siao.
And I sang.All the way home because I was high.
Suker hati kau lakhanat!.
BASTARD! ....SAP!
(:(:(:
you two made my freakking dayy.
After so long,I had real fun.
percaya dan membelai jiwa.

Friday, March 9, 2007

Read the papers.About the old "ustaz" and his 10 wives and 64 children.Sometimes I wonder,why humans can be so despicable.How can you force your wives to ask your own daughters to have sex with you.That's the most disgusting and unacceptable thing for a father to do.And also admitting that in Islam,its okayy for you to have sex with your daughters because you own them.Know what,may you enjoy those 30 plus years behind that blue bars.I just hope your daughters can face the world again,and if they do succeed,I will bow down and salute,because after what they had gone through,it seems almost impossible to lead life again.Because people know,you lose it,to your own father.

And this case had opened many eyes,even mine,and it just shows,sometimes people are not who they are,and you wont know who they really are,by the way they dress or whatever.Because this Ustaz had set the record and he somehow brought shame to us,Muslims.Now people will think "so what he looks like an Ustaz.So what if she's wearing tudung?" Because this Ustaz had shown the society,that humans can be so despicable,in this case,when they want to fufill lust.Now,Muslims can't blame those people who will not respect us,we somehow don't have the right to be angry when someone criticise us.Because this Ustaz ruined everything.Respects to his daughters (:


Tet.Enough of that.


I like Chinatown.And I will definitely go back there.I want to waste my money on all those cheap necklaces.Omg.They are nice.and the aunty will give discounts to us,students.A pity the shop closes so soon.And i have to wait for 17th March for it to reopen.And i had fun with Khaikhai and CinCin.The two that's always sticking with me.Or by me i should say.haha. Remember the watson sensor incident.And the vibrating actions i did.(:

And tommorrow's gonna be a blast.A photosession with my own DSLR.
Like it will make any difference to my pictures.-_-'

I wait for you. I don't know why.
All I know is I can't hide.
At this temperature
you could take over my mind.
He possesses an enchantment.

unrequired.

Thursday, March 8, 2007

Oh I like Tan Ban Soon.He is allowing me to borrow the DSLR or SLR from school for the competition.Yeyness.And im looking for someone to borrow another for Diy.And so both of us will have an appropriate camera.Weeehoooo.Have to go to school tommorrow to collect the camera,and after that off to Chinatown with the gila Temasek girls.I have to complete a real life drawing of an old building by tommorrow.And another in ink.Like I suck in real life drawings,totally.Haha.And I am going to walk walk walk walk and look at the clothes there.Heard its really cheap and nice at the same time.So I cant wait.And I cant wait for Saturday either.But dread Sunday lah.

Im supposed to do a roleplay for Japanese,as a presentation.I cant act.And I definitely cant speak Japanese.And i totally cant memorise well.My brain's dead since I put down my pen when my Geography O levels exam ended.Oh dread dread.

Yesterday,or should I say today morning suck as well.Haha.As usual.Me and my big big big big mouth.Now I believe it when people say there's G-U-N-D-U stamped on my forehead.Thank you.

I wished I wasnt schooling in Tampines.Because being in Tampines reminds me of everything.

tolol bahalol.

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

-
8.56pm
I know you saw me,and i definitely saw you.Why didn't you turn around.Why didn't you say anything.I was hoping,shivering, that you would turn around,and then I will know.I was waiting,and still am waiting for something.Anything.Even if its a plain goodbye.Why wouldn't you turn around.Why.
But I guess I was wrong.
Don't wanna think about it,Don't wanna talk about it.
Im just so sick about it,can't believe its turning this way.
Just so confused about it,Feeling the blues about it.
I just can't do without you.Tell me is this fair.
Is this the way it's really going down
Is this how we say GOODBYE.
Should have known better when you came around
That you're gonna make me cry.
Dont say that 7 lettered word.


Drawing fundamentals was okayy.We had to go find some potted plants and then draw a main detailed picture of it plus another 2 A3s of close up drawings.And its been a long time since I ever draw anything,or shade,so its kinda weird to start drawing again.I mean,drawing still life.And we were only given like 1 hr plus to complete it.Then there was Japanese class.Had my presentation.I thought i shivered while presenting,but the rest said I didnt.So its okayy lah.And i got 14 out of 20 for my class test 1.Nyiiiaa.Last minute study again lahh.Serves me right.


Theres these 2 chinese girls in my class that were realli realli rude.The first comment they made on me was something like Im showing some bad attitude because I didnt smile at them when they looked at me,And for goodness sake,that was like our first lesson,and they have already started talking behind people's back.Cindy told me that because she heard them talking about me in Chinese,not realising Cindy's my friend.


And just now,while others were presenting,they keep on giggling,laughing at others' mistakes.Theres this someone who shivered and this rude chinese girl,I shall call her babi.And her friend,anak babi.Theres this one pitiful guy that has this sickness,you know,you will like have a really bad habit and it shows,whenever you're nervous.So this guy was nervous and he was struggling.Instead of like giving encouragement,this 2 babi laughed their heart out.Seriously rude and hurtful.I looked at the guy as he sat down behind,he even said "sorry for my nervousness,I cant explain properly".And the babis laughed.I dont get which part of that guy's sentence is so funny.and I nearly dropped a tear when I saw his disappointed face as he sat down.Well he prepared really well for his presentation,just that he cant present that well.I just wished that 2 babis would die lah ehk.And to add on to that,their presentation suck more.I almost slept.


hahaha.Your presentations suck to the core.

Speaking of Babi,Mas was like telling us stories her mum told her,her mum being chased by a babi during her childhood times.And being the gundu me, I slumber-ly asked ," babi hidup?".And shakir,as usual,will always spot my mistakes and try every means to make me paiseh..he said "eh takdelah..babi mati..airpork..tapi orang tu pelihara..pastu babi mati tu kejar mak mas".macamm kuranghajaarrr lah ehk.And all of them laughed at me lah and kept on saying i was drunk because my Ice lemon tea tasted like beer,My coleslaw tasted like medicine and my baked beans tasted like panadols.

Oh wells,what can I say.Dapat aku rasa beer halal.hhahaha.
Kay wat the heck.Babi haram and beer halal.(:


Peace out.

Monday, March 5, 2007

Let me introduce my list of BFs.Really lah.
(perahsantan sekejap,takleh ke)


1) Brandon from Panic!at the Disco.My number one and will always be.

2)Mikey Way,MCR's Bassist.Oh hell.Did i say i love nerds?
3)Pete from Fall Out Boys.
4) Christopher from Ugly Betty.He's a nerd in that TV series.A hot geek. 5)Rain Rain.Oh Rain.Melt melt melt.Plus he can dance well.
6)Sam Endicott,The Bravery's lead singer.Did I tell you I have issues with husbands?He's married,but who cares,he's still hot. Ala Ala Elvis gitu kann.
7)Najib Ali.While others go crazy over Taufik Batisah or Fauzy Laily or whoever.I still find him attractive and as stylish as ever. 8) Not forgetting,Muhammad Ridhuan,the charming soccer ball kicker.Haha.



So thats it.My fantasies.(:

mari drool bersamaku.



Goleta Goleta the place I wanna be.Tet Tet...(Insert: hand actions following the drums and trumpets) *winks.The only ska song i listened to.And its realli addictive lah okayy.

Imagine witnessing a really silly moment. Imagine the bus suddenly jerking,and your friend sitting beside you had his earpiece flying out of his earholes just because his earholes are too darn big for the small earpiece.Haha.And the earpiece flew when the bus jerked,but he stayed in place.So its like,when the bus jerked,we,humans would have jerked too,but not in this case.Its the earpiece that flew,not the human.

And i am still laughing.I find it super silly.
I have my first Japanese presentation tommorrow and I have not prepared anything yet.Serve me right if I screw up tommorrow.Wish me luck.

And diy,if you happen to read this entry,please pm me or something,because I need to talk to you about the photography comp.Im kinda keen to do it.And I have been offered by a really kind soul for us to go photosessions with a professional camera.How does that sound?

No,you dont mean no nothing at all to me.Oh wait.
You do mean something to me.You mean alot to me.
Why oh why do you have to be this way?

tempurung burung.


Sunday, March 4, 2007

Singapore Schools Photography Competition
by RJC.
The theme of this year’s competition is “Lumiere”, which is French for “to illuminate”. Participants are free to interpret the theme in any creative way they deem fit. There are three categories: Monochrome, Colour and Photo Essay.
- There is no limit to the number of photograph entries and/or written works submitted.
-There must be minimal digital manipulation to any photographs submitted to any category including photo essay. The original structure of the image must remain intact. Central elements of the photograph cannot be removed or added.
Submissions should be sent in the form of 8R/S8R prints by hand or by mail to: Raffles Junior College Photographic SocietyRaffles Junior College10 Bishan Street 21Singapore 574013
1st Prize: Pentax ISTDL2 (Digital SLR) + Lowepro CompuDaypack
List Price of Lowepro CompuDaypack: S$177.00Description: Lightweight backpack with a unique triple compartment design – rear compartment for notebook computer and files, lower compartment for camera gear and top compartment for accessories and MP3 player.

2nd Prize: Pentax Optio A20 (Compact, 10MP) + Lowepro EX 180
List Price of Lowepro EX180: S$77.50Description: Shoulder bag
3rd Prize: Pentax Optio T20 (Compact, 7MP) + Lowepro EX 140
Merit Prize (3 per category): Pentax Optio M20 (Compact, 7MP) + Lowepro DMC-Z
List Price of Lowepro DMC-Z: S$20.00Description: Memory Card Holder
So Diy,Are you ready? and the rest,if you guys are interested,you can visit http://www.rjc.edu.sg/sspc07
i want that dslr.

Saturday, March 3, 2007

To Diy.
It was a honest mistake.
Be strong girl.
The Diy that I know isn't this weak.
She's stronger.
Much much stronger.
No matter what.
We'll be here for you.
(:
sing your heart out.

Thursday, March 1, 2007

RULES: Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.

1) I colour coordinate my clothes when I'm bored.
2) Getting paranoid if I loses my stuff,thus will check my bag every moment.
3) I will sleep in the bus if I'm sleepy,but I will constantly open my eyes to check if anyone's watching me.
4) I find nerdy guys attractive.
5) Najib Ali is my new fetish.
6) In my hp phonebook,all my poly friends have their course name behind their name as my contact.For example, my friend is Syam from Apparel Design.I will name him Syam ADM.People find it ridiculous.
7) I can't get along with my mother.And sister.
8) I can't eat a meal on my own.Someone has to eat with me.
9) My name has a total of 9 letters.
10) When I hate someone,Its hard for me to forgive and be friends with them again.Even if i do,it wouldnt be the same.

I am tagging you people.So better do this.
1.Nadiah
2.Diyanah
3.Yasmin
4.Liya
5.Liyana
6.Sopiute
Find time and do!!


Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, it seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true
I know it’s not right but it seems unfair
That thing’s are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me

Is this the end?

adrift.