sometimes illusions aren't so simple.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

I am so thankful.

I met up with Fahmi and Shakir after finishing snapping with Nadiah.Thank you Nad by the way,for accompanying me.And yar.Met up with the 2 dudes.By the way, SELAMAT HARI LAHIR kepada Muhammad Fahmi Bin Abdullah.(dah leh amek lesen ah ape lagiii.) okayy.Had a heart-to-heart session with them.It has been a long time since we 3 sat together and actually talk.It was really heartwarming and relieving to know they actually care.I really appreciate them both.I cant say anymore.But i guess,If i had been thinking Im all alone all this while,Im realli wrong.I have great friends(you know who you are) and I have superb cousins.Oh lovelove.I wished things would turn out for the better for the 3 of us.And I love you both. (:

Sometimes people overlook what is in front of them.
"Gajah depan mata tak nampak,semut seberang laut nampak"
If you get what I mean.People tend to take advantage of another just because that someone give in too much everytime something goes wrong.They will tend to ignore the 99% of that someone's good deeds and would rather go on criticising and dwelling on the 1% of the bad and wrongdoings.It is really ridiculous.And because of this,we suffered,our feelings hurt,reputation tarnished. And this is what I experienced myself.It is not easy being a human,mind you.And to become a good human being is another story.Can you at least once,put someone else in front of you,instead of thinking about yourself? Yes,all of you will go,Oh yes I did put someone else before me.But if you think,a small tiny part of heart,a small teeny weeny bit inside your heart would always,always put yourself in front of others.Why?Because we are so used to thinking we are perfect and always right,and others are just some dumbass that is always doing something we cant accept.Well that is not true.The real dumbass are ourselves really.Why are we like this?Why are we so sensitive when it comes to us,and we totally ignore something when its about others.Why cant we start thinking of others before we start doing something?

Well.It all depends on the individual.i know I did alot of thinking.Be strong my friend. And again.I love my cousins.Weeehoo.

he's 18!


TIQ. I don't describe myself. Naddy Diyanah Syafiqah Yasmin Nunun Fahimah Izzat Shakir Khairiah Cindy Syahilla Ayuni Sopiute Nabila Seri Ubaida Syafiq Liya Sue Syiqin Marsya Nurul December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010	Saturday, March 31, 2007 I am so thankful. I met up with Fahmi and Shakir after finishing snapping with Nadiah.Thank you Nad by the way,for accompanying me.And yar.Met up with the 2 dudes.By the way, SELAMAT HARI LAHIR kepada Muhammad Fahmi Bin Abdullah.(dah leh amek lesen ah ape lagiii.) okayy.Had a heart-to-heart session with them.It has been a long time since we 3 sat together and actually talk.It was really heartwarming and relieving to know they actually care.I really appreciate them both.I cant say anymore.But i guess,If i had been thinking Im all alone all this while,Im realli wrong.I have great friends(you know who you are) and I have superb cousins.Oh lovelove.I wished things would turn out for the better for the 3 of us.And I love you both. (: Sometimes people overlook what is in front of them. "Gajah depan mata tak nampak,semut seberang laut nampak" If you get what I mean.People tend to take advantage of another just because that someone give in too much everytime something goes wrong.They will tend to ignore the 99% of that someone's good deeds and would rather go on criticising and dwelling on the 1% of the bad and wrongdoings.It is really ridiculous.And because of this,we suffered,our feelings hurt,reputation tarnished. And this is what I experienced myself.It is not easy being a human,mind you.And to become a good human being is another story.Can you at least once,put someone else in front of you,instead of thinking about yourself? Yes,all of you will go,Oh yes I did put someone else before me.But if you think,a small tiny part of heart,a small teeny weeny bit inside your heart would always,always put yourself in front of others.Why?Because we are so used to thinking we are perfect and always right,and others are just some dumbass that is always doing something we cant accept.Well that is not true.The real dumbass are ourselves really.Why are we like this?Why are we so sensitive when it comes to us,and we totally ignore something when its about others.Why cant we start thinking of others before we start doing something? Well.It all depends on the individual.i know I did alot of thinking.Be strong my friend. And again.I love my cousins.Weeehoo. he's 18! 1:03 AM ·