sometimes illusions aren't so simple.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

for what it seemed.

GOODNESS GOODNESS.

IT SEEMS LIKE MOST OF MY FRIENDS HAVE FOUND A JOB.

AND I AM STILL UNEMPLOYED.

HOW PANIC-ING IS THAT!

I need to get my life.

Back on track baby, back on track.

you turned 12.

A happy happy birthday dear sis.

Always remember to study hard.

Remember your family who loves you.

Cherish your bestfriends.

Love the people who cares.

Be a good daughter and sister.

Kakak loves you.

KISSES.*

Thursday, May 28, 2009

fall.

another big problem added to my plate.
im worried to my wits.
and my heart won't stop beating fast.

little ladies.

WHOEVER SAID NEOPRINT WAS SO YESTERDAY?

My little cousins and me are suckers for neoprints like these.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

my other half.

WE TURN 2 YESTERDAY.

Happy 2nd year anniversary darl, no words can describe this feeling.

you complete me.

like no other.

S-Y-A-I-F-U-L H-I-L-M-I

It spells out like that.

i love you.

unfortunately,both of us were stucked at home, both too sick and weak due to the diarrhoea we were facing. Yes, kesian, our second year, and both kena berak berak. ape punya nasib.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Play that funky music,white boy.

I have been an Adam freaking Lambert fan since the auditions. I mean, what? That tight leather pants, eyeliners, black polished nails and freaking freaking Michael-from-Steelheart-like voice. Where do we get to see that kind of talent? Gosh, this year's amazing men.
But Kris. Oh Kris Kris Kris. He just keeps me melting and melting.And meltinnngggggg~~
Everytime he smiled to the camera,you know,its like. Oh sudahlah,mari sini kris,aku kiss kau banyak banyak. Aha!He just turns my bones into sponge. Of course, not as much as another someone does.Ehem. Still, can both of them win? I want both of them win.

and damn,im still trying to find Kris's version of heartless. I need that song. For my long bus rides and my boring breaks.

Pffft. Life has been pretty much consistent since my parents left for Tanah Haram. But boy oh boy,babysitting 3 teenagers, 2 kids and adultsitting one grandfather is a pretty tough job. Well, i thought i can lose some weight due to the amount of work that had to be done back to back everyday,but it seems like im munching more when im working more. Keee.

Work is so boring i can't even describe it. Easy money, easy job. Stand stand stand. Sell bag. Stand. Stand. Sell. Stand long long. But since I want to console myself, I would say, its great cuz i can dream. Which is what i did most of the time. Work is ugh minus the dreaming. The only time i can actually smile sincerely was when I saw that person waiting for me, smiling wide, doing everything he can to make me so so so happy. Doing everything he can, to help me so I won't be facing these 2 weeks alone.

Off to work again.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

sunrises.

I'm still alive.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

life now.

PICNIC @ BOTANICS WITH DEAR TP GIRLS.

Had awesome fun, since weeks. No regrets for attending.

Became a spinner for TWISTER which the girls rocked btw.

Munched on too-many titbits.

Played heart attack and smacked my own hand.

Witnessing my girls rolling down slopes.(coughs.jemima.coughs.khai.coughs!mat.)

And of course,picture taking, although unlike always, im not in most of the pics.

And yeah, a hell of fun catching up.

And netball tonight was wayyyy awesome.

Not much abt the training.

But the super late dinner the 5 of us girls had at Al Ameen was PERFECT i tell you.

Gossiping,making fun of people, talking about boys, checking out boys, Erin's neverending drools on tall,dimpled,botak guys. Gossiping again. Making fun again. And yes, talking cock. Muchmuch.

I loved it. Simple but a nice ending to an enjoyable labour day.


TIQ. I don't describe myself. Naddy Diyanah Syafiqah Yasmin Nunun Fahimah Izzat Shakir Khairiah Cindy Syahilla Ayuni Sopiute Nabila Seri Ubaida Syafiq Liya Sue Syiqin Marsya Nurul December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010	Saturday, May 30, 2009 for what it seemed. GOODNESS GOODNESS. IT SEEMS LIKE MOST OF MY FRIENDS HAVE FOUND A JOB. AND I AM STILL UNEMPLOYED. HOW PANIC-ING IS THAT! I need to get my life. Back on track baby, back on track. 4:04 AM · you turned 12. A happy happy birthday dear sis. Always remember to study hard. Remember your family who loves you. Cherish your bestfriends. Love the people who cares. Be a good daughter and sister. Kakak loves you. KISSES.* 12:00 AM · Thursday, May 28, 2009 fall. another big problem added to my plate. im worried to my wits. and my heart won't stop beating fast. 1:39 PM · little ladies. WHOEVER SAID NEOPRINT WAS SO YESTERDAY? My little cousins and me are suckers for neoprints like these. 3:56 AM · Tuesday, May 26, 2009 my other half. WE TURN 2 YESTERDAY. Happy 2nd year anniversary darl, no words can describe this feeling. you complete me. like no other. S-Y-A-I-F-U-L H-I-L-M-I It spells out like that. i love you. unfortunately,both of us were stucked at home, both too sick and weak due to the diarrhoea we were facing. Yes, kesian, our second year, and both kena berak berak. ape punya nasib. 2:40 PM · Monday, May 18, 2009 Play that funky music,white boy. I have been an Adam freaking Lambert fan since the auditions. I mean, what? That tight leather pants, eyeliners, black polished nails and freaking freaking Michael-from-Steelheart-like voice. Where do we get to see that kind of talent? Gosh, this year's amazing men. But Kris. Oh Kris Kris Kris. He just keeps me melting and melting.And meltinnngggggg~~ Everytime he smiled to the camera,you know,its like. Oh sudahlah,mari sini kris,aku kiss kau banyak banyak. Aha!He just turns my bones into sponge. Of course, not as much as another someone does.Ehem. Still, can both of them win? I want both of them win. and damn,im still trying to find Kris's version of heartless. I need that song. For my long bus rides and my boring breaks. Pffft. Life has been pretty much consistent since my parents left for Tanah Haram. But boy oh boy,babysitting 3 teenagers, 2 kids and adultsitting one grandfather is a pretty tough job. Well, i thought i can lose some weight due to the amount of work that had to be done back to back everyday,but it seems like im munching more when im working more. Keee. Work is so boring i can't even describe it. Easy money, easy job. Stand stand stand. Sell bag. Stand. Stand. Sell. Stand long long. But since I want to console myself, I would say, its great cuz i can dream. Which is what i did most of the time. Work is ugh minus the dreaming. The only time i can actually smile sincerely was when I saw that person waiting for me, smiling wide, doing everything he can to make me so so so happy. Doing everything he can, to help me so I won't be facing these 2 weeks alone. Off to work again. 9:18 AM · Saturday, May 16, 2009 sunrises. I'm still alive. 9:38 AM · Saturday, May 2, 2009 life now. PICNIC @ BOTANICS WITH DEAR TP GIRLS. Had awesome fun, since weeks. No regrets for attending. Became a spinner for TWISTER which the girls rocked btw. Munched on too-many titbits. Played heart attack and smacked my own hand. Witnessing my girls rolling down slopes.(coughs.jemima.coughs.khai.coughs!mat.) And of course,picture taking, although unlike always, im not in most of the pics. And yeah, a hell of fun catching up. And netball tonight was wayyyy awesome. Not much abt the training. But the super late dinner the 5 of us girls had at Al Ameen was PERFECT i tell you. Gossiping,making fun of people, talking about boys, checking out boys, Erin's neverending drools on tall,dimpled,botak guys. Gossiping again. Making fun again. And yes, talking cock. Muchmuch. I loved it. Simple but a nice ending to an enjoyable labour day. 3:31 AM ·