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I don't describe myself.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Ryyan's Second.

R.I.P my dear friend.
It has been 2 years, and you're still deeply missed.
Smile Smile Smile, Ryyan Spenser.
:)


black black sunday.

and once again, someone successfully disappoint me.
and to you, who might think im talking about you,
this time, i am not.
when was the last time i pump happy thoughts into this blog of mine?
it makes me want January to come faster.
Min, Fiq, Naddy, remember our KL trip.
oh! and i sure know Nadiah As'ari is mising me like crazy.

Saturday, November 21, 2009
Big Night Out with MUSE.

MUSE is coming to Singapore.
February next year.
And I am thinking, I am going.
Finally, now that I can afford my own tickets, Im going.

Anyone joining?

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
i think its secondary school-ish.

if calling you almost ten times a day makes you feel suffocated, then i should stop.
i can't complain, and i can't call freely, what else can't i do?
i was fighting all urges to pick up my phone and started texting when i received that beep and it was from you. so who is being clingy right here? i guess, im still the clingy one.


i really need to find that strong girl i used to be, before any man existed in my life.
that girl,who doesn't turn back when people gives shit on her.
that girl, who can ignore everything when she want to.
&& that girl, who isn't this weak, putting everything she have on the person she call the love of her life.

note,the love of her life.
i got to put it back together.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
because for you, im here.

It's getting harder and harder.