sometimes illusions aren't so simple.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

H a r d C a n d y.

There's this malay colleague of mine who just came back from an overseas trip(I think). I was scanning a book and he was sitting nearby doing is CADing. And he tried being nice and all. He starts having conversations with me. But the thing is, I was too tired and sleepy and I think, I am really rude just now. I didn't even look at him when I answered his questions and its like, from the tone of my voice,I think he can know I didn't wanna talk, so he ended up doing his work quietly. I felt so stupid and bad. But at the same time, I just couldnt help it.Sorry Jo.

Let me be a little random.

I saw this really pretty girl at the bus interchange. She is really really fair, her skin is flawless except that she has a moustache. And after staring long at her (I tend to do that sometimes,till the person stares right back at me.Dangerous,I know), I realised she kept the moustache on purpose. She's a butch. The way she sits and talk on the phone,its all very guy-ish. Im no girly girl girl either,but this was so obvious. Maybe she's trying too hard? Haish. I wonder why. So pretty. So wasted.

I came across a blog. Haish.Nah.I should just keep my comments to myself. It made me get up and go straight to the toilet and stare at myself for a good half and hour in the mirror. Its like, the office turns deserted somehow. The impact. :/

AND SYAFIQ RIDHUAN, YOU'RE AN ASS. THANK U FOR KILLING MY LOVE FOR CHOCOLATES.You just did okay. Now I will only imagine your pretty face and that ~~gorgeous~~ army green undies whenever I am about to devour my Kinder Bueno.

2 WEEKS MINUS 5 DAYS
I love you with all my heart n soul.
And I felt like crying on the spot.

damaged.


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